PLEASE READ
i don't write in my journal anymore and haven't since about 2005. so anything you are reading is very old. i would make it all private but i don't know how without going through each post individually. a lot changes in 3 years. so for those of you who have left me comments (all encouraging and very nice), i just want to let you know, i'm in a different place in my life in a lot of ways. feel free to read to get a sense of me, but just know, that is a reflection of me from 3 years ago!