hey i just wanted to say that i think that u should delete wut i wrote in ur livejournal because it doesnt need to b in there but that is the only way that i could tell u how i felt without us gettin into a fight because i sure as hell didnt want that 2 happen n i kno sum of the stuff in there doesnt really need to b said but that is truly how i feel. i didnt want to come across as the jealus bf becasue i am not but it just hits me sumwhere n i dont kno where that place is n if i knew i would tell u because u deserve to kno. i guess wut i was tryin to say is that u say to me one thing but then u go n do the same thing only worse. like i never send u kno who txt messages sayin that n if i ever did it would b concidered cheatin on u. or atleast that way in my book, but i would never say that 2 ne one whie we r still goin out. just all i have n can say is plz dont but u dont have to listen to me. there is so much that i have to tell u but i just cant n i will tell u later or when ever u wanna kno. i luv u 2 death!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
look i am not mad at wut all is happenin except 4 that txt message but that doesnt matter. i just dont like how things r now but things r changing n there is nuthin that i can do about it. trust me if i could make it so that we could go back to the way things used to b i would in a heart beat but i cant n i hope to god that u dont do nethin with him that u would regret and or make us break up. i dont like the way things r rite now but i can not make ne decisions, that is ur department. i hope that u make rite decision because i can tell u that if u send more n more txt messaged like the 1 u sent him we will b havin sum majior problems i promise u that. we r all ready have problems now or atleast i do with that txt message. it is good that he cheers u up but i dont like wut u sent him. that in my mind was wrong but w/e. i luv u to death n that will never change but it is u i think about now because u go away n u come back n u r a competely different person. u r doin things that u never did b4, u r talking to people who i didnt kno u
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