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wow, so again a lot has happened.
well not really a LOT, but a lot.
Pat and i broke up yesterday. Still can't tell if it's a good thing or not. 'cause i really do like him, but i dunno. it was just weird. I don't know.... i'm really confused. because like, when it was just us, it was yummy, but when it was with other people, it sucked 'cause he like didn't talk to me. and then he said stuff about not knowing me and how he kinda jumped into going out with me. which we sorta did. but like it just wasn't really working for either one of us. so we were talking and i was like "it's over" which kinda sucks, because i do really like him, and i want to be with him, but i don't know about him. and like he said something about taking a "break" and i was like can you take a break from a week relationship? so that was a good question i thought. and then he said something about getting to know me better and then going back out. but like today the kid didn't come to lunch. which he did before we were going out, and he just went and got his food and then went where ever. and today at practice i saw him getting out of his car, and he just looked at me. andddddd i called him last night 'cause i still wanted to talk to him and say stuff to him, and he said the same thing, but his phone was off, and he didn't call me back, so i don't know. i feel like it's gonna be really immature on his part for awhile, but whatever. what can i do?
anywhooooo.. my ankle is getting better. still sore, but i'm not wearing my cast, so that's good. which i deffinitely should be, but i'm just choosing not to. whoops.. haha..
i'm going to homecoming with Jon Harmon. but i was going with him before pat and i broke up too. so that's nothing really new. i haven't decided if i'm gonna dress up and go, or if i'm just gonna wear pants and a "nice" shirt. i dunno.. i kinda just wanna go hang out with like ryan and jon that night instead, but maybe i can convince jon and ryan to go to the dance??
talked to ali about a bunch of stuff last night.. still can't tell if i got through? even though i'm not trying to tell her what to do, i'm trying to make her see that she'll be HAPPY. butttttt i dunno if it worked??
pretty much, yeah, i'm still confused...
peace