hola chiquilines...
gosh i need to get on track again.i almost got dropped from my english class yesterday ,and well i need to get atleast a b on my next two test from my chemistry class in order to pass the semester with atlest a low b..
i suck. big time. i've been slacking of big time.
i talk to carlos last night 'till late.i think his getting ennoyed by the fact that i can't make up my mind.he got really upset or someting when i told him that i like them both the same.he was like why? after all the stupid stuff he does to you. what does he give you that i don't? but i can't break up with hollister boy. i think i know why it is.
i guess i'm just scared of realizing when it's too late that i left someting good...carlos is such a sweeetheart though. he puts up with my mood swings.
after thinking about it for a while i discovered why i can't do it,
k well when you're sure you have the trust and really love the person you're dating, you just give them your all, right! ...well and ricky told me what i told my first bf...of how much i like him and almost made him promise him that he would never leave me...well i was young...and he promise that even if we were't dating he would be there and i believed him.
ricky made me promise, and well i planned to keep that way. but then i met carlos and i liked the way he treated me (with respect)
so i got a crush on him...not knowing it would become something big but it did. so now that i thik i wan to date carlos...i think of the promise i did to ricky...and how i would totally hurt him like my ex hurt me...so i can't break up with him...
i suck. big time. i've been slacking of big time.
i talk to carlos last night 'till late.i think his getting ennoyed by the fact that i can't make up my mind.he got really upset or someting when i told him that i like them both the same.he was like why? after all the stupid stuff he does to you. what does he give you that i don't? but i can't break up with hollister boy. i think i know why it is.
i guess i'm just scared of realizing when it's too late that i left someting good...carlos is such a sweeetheart though. he puts up with my mood swings.
after thinking about it for a while i discovered why i can't do it,
k well when you're sure you have the trust and really love the person you're dating, you just give them your all, right! ...well and ricky told me what i told my first bf...of how much i like him and almost made him promise him that he would never leave me...well i was young...and he promise that even if we were't dating he would be there and i believed him.
ricky made me promise, and well i planned to keep that way. but then i met carlos and i liked the way he treated me (with respect)
so i got a crush on him...not knowing it would become something big but it did. so now that i thik i wan to date carlos...i think of the promise i did to ricky...and how i would totally hurt him like my ex hurt me...so i can't break up with him...