Mar 31, 2005 10:56
it's funny how you think you know people, and then one day you discover they are like not even close to what you thaught....
specially 'bout being gay...shouldn't you know or notice like that in a person you are around almost everyday ....
but little by little i'm gettin' to understand the whole i am homosexual thing....is not really about making out , or dating someone because they're hot, or the really good sex( i hope ?)...
like i would with a boy....but because if who ... NO ummm wait well what kind of person they are.....
like one could be 100% straight but day you just meet this awesum boy/gurl...and you just know they're great but "hey
wait am not gay!"
but i just really want to be with that prson....and share all this wonderful things with them....because they are great....
but yet still want to be married and have afamiliy with kids and a wife/husband....
or is that person you just love so much being the same sex as you and all
just takes over your heart and soul and everything then maybe you could put all the "right things" a normal person is supposed t do for them...
because you don't care...if you don't marry or have kids of your own ... but you will be with them....the one who really loves you and desires you as much as you do them !!!!
it took me Three years to understand.....since the first time...
a really close friend of mine told me they were gay...to really understand...that being gay is not wrong and "sinful" way of life....
but just a way of feeling....a way of sharing love .....and blah balh balh...a whole bunch of things i have to say ... but just can't really put into words....
THE END>>>>>>>