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So Im just a little scared now...I had a blast from the past IM me a few minutes ago..and it's a very long and drawn out story...but it just rubbed me the wrong way...and I'm just a little scared now. I just told Cam about it on IM and I'm gonna tell my boyfriend when I call him tonight just because I'm a little unsettled right now. I'm actually sort of trembling.. maybe I'm overreacting, I dont know. Anyways, I'll be home as of tomorrow, just for the weekend. I have to go into the office tomorrrow morning and finish up the E-Tip of the week, my application, and then maybe eat something..then I'm off! I'm nervous because I'm going to the Dept. of Health and Human Services to drop off an application for the position of Public Health Educator III. It's my dream job..really it is. It's pretty good pay, great benefits, doing something I love, and I get to stay in Maine. Also, if I get this job, I'm going to officially be "on my own"!!!!!!!! I can't wait :) Well...it's not really "on my own"...I am anxiously awaiting the time when Dan and I get to move in to our own place..so I wont be "on my own" I'll be "Living with my Amazing Boyfriend". :) That makes me happy to even think of...hehehe. Im also excited because I get to see him tomorrow..for the whole weekend! I really want to go to the beach because I miss the times like we had this summer when we would go to the beach and just relax for a little bit, get lunch or dinner at the deli, and then go eat it back at the beach...those are some of my fondest memories of this summer..Ok, it's somewhere in between 12 and 12:30 in the morning now, so I should probably think about getting some sleep. I'm going to call my boyfriend to tell him goodnight and that I love him and then I'm gonna try to catch up on some beauty sleep...not that I need much ;) hehehe j slash k. Nighty-Night!