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hey babe well today sux i just wanna go home back to washington i know my friends love me there. fuckin cassi is pissin me off. her and keely always go to movies with this chick elena and they don't invite me until like the day b4. and now that i'm babysittin i can't always go last minute and just GGGGRRRR they always do and like say they invited me the day b4 and i would tell her that yea i'll try as hard as i can but i prolly have to babysitt. well fuckin she says ok well we don't know when we we're gonna go so i'll call you. fuckin she never calls me or she calls me once and at that time she still don't know when they're goin so she just fuck goes and doesn't bother to tell me what time. they just go. it would be totally different if she told me what time. and if she didn't want me to go then don't fuckin invite me. shit. and just it's drama and i want to go home so bad. i mean there's drama there but at least i know my friends love me and i have shit to do when they can't hang out and fuckin GGGGGGRRRRRRRRR. so how r u? i hate life it sux and i seriously need to lose some weight i think i might just stop eating for a couple days cause when a fuckin 4 year old tells you ur fat there's a problem. and maybe if i lose some weight then maybe i can get a bf too. i think that's gonna help a little altho i can't change how i look so.... yea..... just i need some pringles really bad and just i need you here. i'm such a shitty time. help me plz