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[shelly3769]

i'm confused, emotional, sad, angry at him, but angry at myself most of all

i keep turning everything he said over and over in my head

i want to believe him but i don't, not totally

i wish that, before he left, we would've defined what we are now

i'm normally miss unemotional, no attachment

however, i'd be lying if i said that i didn't like him, didn't want to be with him

i miss him

my heart hurts

i hate this