Nov 07, 2011 02:07
Hello guys,
well what can I say I have been away again for reasons that I wish never happened... but let me try put my emotions into my writing hey? lets try this one shot... I will go back to P.A. I promise xx
xxHey P.C. this is a side of me you never knew about... i never did get to tell you... Surprise!... RIP My Friend..:'). I love ya too <3xx
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Sian POV
I walk up to the Websters door like I do every week.. for movie night. Nothing to out of the ordinary about that you might say right?
Wrong!
I wrap my arms around myself and feel my own heartbeat thundering out of my chest and the butterflies are starting in my tummy and I think I'm gonna puke with nerves...cos she's gonna want me to stay like she does everyweek and she's going to look at me with those eyes... and not have a clue..
She won't have a clue that In my mind I cant stop thinking about her ... that would be ok right cos you always think of your mates right?
yes... but ask yourself what happens when you start feel more than just mates.. like with every passing week I do a countdown until I see her again...and at the same time with every passing week I walk this path and think about doing a runner back to Southport.
I stand in front of the door and put on mt best sparkley smile as I knock on the glass and step back putting my hand in my back pockets
1....2.....3 here we go
SIANNNNNNNNNNN she throws herself around my neck ... Ooooo I've missed ya she sqeeks as she moves from side to side and i have to releease my hands from my pockets and bring them aroound her body to stop from falling she has such a grip on me!
I love our little trademark hugs but latley its getting harder to hold on without letting my heart give awaay possibly every feeling I have inside me in just one beat... cos you see everytime she is this close to me my heart goes like the big bass drum...
"Sian....come on let go already Jeez"
I pull back
and look at her smiking at me
Oh Shut up Soph will ya let me in already i'm freezing!
She grabs me back into a hug and ruffles my hair dragging me...ooooooh my Siany is cold... come on ya lightweaight..
Soph Get off Meh!! hehe
She marches me up the stairs to her room...
Hi Sally... Bye Sally I manage get out of my mouth on the way up..
Hurry up powers...
A'right Webster Jeez!
she closed her door.. and lent against it smiling
I looked at her trying to figure out what was different about her tonight and her room for that matter I looked around nervously and there goes my heartbeat again..as she bites her lip..and I triy not to look at her eyes her hair her bre... nevermind
Ahem I'll just sit down shall I
I watch her eyes follow me
"What Soph have I got summit on my face or what!"
She steps closer nodding
you could say that Sian yeah..
W-what is it?
She steps closer again..and suddenly music starts playing and the lights go down
and my heart goes in time
Soph? What is it I whisper
she stands infornt of me and looks at me in a different way than just a mate should.. and she has me
she puts her hand on my cheek and I cant help but close my eyes at her touch
and then her thumb brushes my lips .... and my heart stops and I hold my breath oh god...
This... she whispers..
I find myself in her arns and dancing to the music..very slowly I open my eyes
is this real..
I puy my hand on her cheek and mirror her actions....and this I whisper....
I can feel her shaking..and her breath on my face...I close my eyes
her lips connect with mine...and I think im gonna faint but I kiss her her back..
I send her all my words unsaid in that kiss as all our barriers evaporate..
we sway to the music and I feel her smile into our kisses..
she pulls away and I still feel her on my lips
I open my eyes as see that smile again
Hi she whispers
I am lost in her arms and she says... Hi
Hi Soph I hear myself say..... what happened to movie night hmmm?
She smiles and brings me closer ... I thought I should let you know summit first...
oh really what?
I want you to be my girlfriend...
ohhh and you do that by planting a kiss on me
mmm mmm you got it Sian..
My heart skips as I know my answer..
Well let me think...ermm
I place my lips on her and kiss her with all my love..
just as the song ends..
ermm please tell me that is a yes Powers
hehe Of course its a yes...
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sorry it's a bit crap..I'm trying to get back to myself :)but if you like it comments welcome xx
fanfic,
sophie sian