May I...............One Shot
So i'm listening to a song and this is what I now write its short but here ya go.....don't worry I'm coming back with The P.A. ;) x
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Sian's POV
I sat in the room in silence
I heard her cry..my best friend ...
she sat on her bed avoiding my eyes as the tears rolled down her cheeks..and she wouldn't let me touch her so I sat on the floor picking the carpet and waited for her tell me whatever it was that was on her mind...because I wasnt leaving her. not when she was upset.
I know when she is upset I know when she hurts inside I know when the light fades in her eyes and she let the tears fall and I dont like it when she is upset.. I feel the urge to knock someones block off if they look at her the wrong way... but tonight I dont know what is wrong...or do I ... I know all I want to do is hold her and never leave her
I catch her eye and she shakes her head ... please go away Sian... I cant do this...
I shake my head No SOPHIE I aint going anywere! do what?
She threw herself back on the bed rolling up into a ball and facing the wall... please Sian I can't tell you...
I feel my heart sink at her words because I want her to tell me .. I want her to be the only one she tells ..
we share everthing Sophie! what is it.. you can tell me...
I keep my cool and watch her with my eyes...and my heart flips as my own tears begin to fall
I look back at floor
I cant watch you with him anymore Sian she mumbles....
my breath catches.. as I edge towards the bed...
Sophie what do you mean? i'm not with him no more you know that ...
She mumbles again .... then why was you all over him tonight and completley avoiding me ..
I kneeled up beside the bed ... I was not avoiding you Soph...
She turns around and jumps a litle not realising I was so close.
She glared at me -- yeah you were Sian she hissed..
I sat back on my heels ..WHAT SOPHIE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME!! JESUS! Why are you so Jealous!
my voice trailed off as my heat thumped in my chest..
She was looking at me.. not knowing what to say... sitting up on the bed
I'm not Jealous Sian she whispered..
Yes you are Sophie..I see it in in your eyes..
I got up on the bed beside her... tell me Sophie..
no she shook her head...
well Sophie can I ask you a question then..
Yes..
I touched her arm and she closed her eyes...
I Whispered in her ear..
May I hold you?
I felt her arms wrap around me...
as you fall aslep I will be here always .. you know that..
I will let go of all that I know cos your love is changing me Sophie...
Let me raise you up .. let me be your love.. to keep you save..
I put my lips on her shoulder...and I felt her tears on my skin..
Yes Sian....
I smile as my friend surrenders...I look into her eyes and kiss her lips..my hands shaking as I touch her face.. I pull back
May I lay you down..
Again she cries and nods...Stay with me Sian..
I push her down gently on the bed and wrap myself around her,,
Always Sophie...When noone else can be found you will always have me
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There you go let me know what you think...
Here is the song that prompted it :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=orJJniWRpRQ&feature=related
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Sian's POV
I sat in the room in silence
I heard her cry..my best friend ...
she sat on her bed avoiding my eyes as the tears rolled down her cheeks..and she wouldn't let me touch her so I sat on the floor picking the carpet and waited for her tell me whatever it was that was on her mind...because I wasnt leaving her. not when she was upset.
I know when she is upset I know when she hurts inside I know when the light fades in her eyes and she let the tears fall and I dont like it when she is upset.. I feel the urge to knock someones block off if they look at her the wrong way... but tonight I dont know what is wrong...or do I ... I know all I want to do is hold her and never leave her
I catch her eye and she shakes her head ... please go away Sian... I cant do this...
I shake my head No SOPHIE I aint going anywere! do what?
She threw herself back on the bed rolling up into a ball and facing the wall... please Sian I can't tell you...
I feel my heart sink at her words because I want her to tell me .. I want her to be the only one she tells ..
we share everthing Sophie! what is it.. you can tell me...
I keep my cool and watch her with my eyes...and my heart flips as my own tears begin to fall
I look back at floor
I cant watch you with him anymore Sian she mumbles....
my breath catches.. as I edge towards the bed...
Sophie what do you mean? i'm not with him no more you know that ...
She mumbles again .... then why was you all over him tonight and completley avoiding me ..
I kneeled up beside the bed ... I was not avoiding you Soph...
She turns around and jumps a litle not realising I was so close.
She glared at me -- yeah you were Sian she hissed..
I sat back on my heels ..WHAT SOPHIE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME!! JESUS! Why are you so Jealous!
my voice trailed off as my heat thumped in my chest..
She was looking at me.. not knowing what to say... sitting up on the bed
I'm not Jealous Sian she whispered..
Yes you are Sophie..I see it in in your eyes..
I got up on the bed beside her... tell me Sophie..
no she shook her head...
well Sophie can I ask you a question then..
Yes..
I touched her arm and she closed her eyes...
I Whispered in her ear..
May I hold you?
I felt her arms wrap around me...
as you fall aslep I will be here always .. you know that..
I will let go of all that I know cos your love is changing me Sophie...
Let me raise you up .. let me be your love.. to keep you save..
I put my lips on her shoulder...and I felt her tears on my skin..
Yes Sian....
I smile as my friend surrenders...I look into her eyes and kiss her lips..my hands shaking as I touch her face.. I pull back
May I lay you down..
Again she cries and nods...Stay with me Sian..
I push her down gently on the bed and wrap myself around her,,
Always Sophie...When noone else can be found you will always have me
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There you go let me know what you think...
Here is the song that prompted it :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=orJJniWRpRQ&feature=related