The P.A.................... Part 8
so guys I wouldn't blame you if you never read another word I write I've been away so long i'm so sorry ....I had and have some stuff going on that kinda pre occupied my brain for a bit and I was not able to update... but I want to write something down now... so this is for all of you please forgive me I have not forgotten any of you and your kind words it means a lot xx
I want to dedicate this to scorps74 & devinemissm87 thank you xx
& ..... N x
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1 am .... 2 am .................3am
Sophie had seen every hour on the clock.... why... becase she couldn't sleep....why... because she had a bunch of tiny acrobats doing sommersalts in her stomach as well as the butterfilies ... she tossed and turned trying to get comfortable but she may aswell have been trying to sleep on a log than a bed...
Sophie's POV
ugh...... brilliant now i'm goin to have huge mother fucking black rings under me eyes goin in to my first day she thought
she sat up on the bed and ran her hand over her face... come on Sophie get a grip... it just a flaiming job
Why the fuck is it so hot in here ugh...
She threw back the covers of her bed knock the cereal box in the process --- Shit -- switching on her bedside lamp
She stomped over to the window and opened it feeing the cool breeze as it hit her face... she closed her eyes and inhaled...holding for a few seconds and exhaling...times like this I wish I smoked she whispered into the night
she felt better as she stepped back from the sil and let the curtain fall back into place... she sat back on her bed pulled her top over her head as she lean back against her pillow she stared at some random spot on the wall.... and
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so Ms webster do you think you can help me ...........
Sophie - yes i think I can
The scene is replayed in Sophie's mind but not quite as before
Sian Powers in leaning in looking at her with her eyes....... those eyes are watching more than a face closer still she breathes out
Show me what you can do Ms Webster
Sophie reaches out to touch the face ... come here the words leave her mouth and just as blue eyes close and the antisipation on a breath a touch closes in hearts racing as the action is almost complete...
Boom!
Sophie's eyes shoot open as she is back in her bed gasping for breath feeling the blood rushing through her body
Oh Jesus......... phew she grabbed her chest .... Oh God ... Oh No that was so real.. why did it stop there.. Shit no Sophie don't say that you plonk ... course it stops there cos that's all it is FLAIMIN dream in your head!!
She switched off the light and covered her body once again trying to block out the recurring images of Blue eyes and blonde hiar
Right Ms Powers I'll fliamin well show you.... you aint going to get me with your little act of seduction it ain't happenin missy...
Bring it on....she warred with herself.. with the conflicting thoughts until sleep took over...
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Sian went to bed after Shane left feeling very sorry for herself she lay hugging a pillow as she did every night watching the little red light blink away the seconds of of time - she must have counted 300 blinks now....and still no sleep ... she hugged her pillow tighter screaming into it
UGHHHHH
I have everything..................... yet I have nothing............ this is not me.............all of this is fake....
let it in Lisa's word came to her mind... as she closed her eyes to the image appearing behind her eyelids like a snapshot of a moment in time that she had saved in her mind ------- Sophie are you the answer do I let you in.. she whispered... she found herself gripping the pillow which had now in her mind morphed into a blue eyed Brunette ................... mmmmm......... she snapped her eyes open and threw the pillow to the side... NO Sian DO NOT go there.... she scolded herself.. fucking idiot Sian!!!
Buzzzz Buzzz
She picked up her phone
Ryan Connors name flashed on the screen
Phew no not tonight she thought.... but then her body was screaming for release so... ah fuck it
Hi Ryan......
Mmmm would you like to know what i'm doing right now
why don't you come in and find out babe...
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SOPHIE GET THE FUCK UP!!!!! you goin to be late .... Sophie's eyes shot open to see Rosie standing over her with another suit....
Uggh Roise go away I just went to sleep.... she threw a pillow at he..r why you always in my face!
She heard Rosie stomp out of the room and a few seconds later the sound of a tap running... more stomping into the room...
Sophie shot up avoiding a bed bath.... A'right A'right i'm up Jesus!!! she stood up streaching out .. scrathing her head
Sophie you cannot be late for Sian Powers you pillock... here get dressed...hurry up!
Rosie she not the bloody queen relax will ya.. I can handle her..
she looked up at her sister who was smirking wiggling her eyebrow..
WHAT!!
Nothing Sophie... Nothing...
Ugh.. Whatever gimmie that... she went to grab the suit
Eh .. please?
Roise!! will you stop you ain't my mother!
THANK GOD! she shoved the clothes into Sophies chest... hey don't forget pop the top button hehe.. she winked and went to the door...
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A few minuites later,, Sophie emergered from her room looking very smart she was fidgiting with the skirt...
Roise!! this is way too flaimin short you know my legs are mingin!!
I ain't going out like this!
Lil sister trust me... you look well sexy... she'll lo....
Huh? --- Sophie snapped her eyes up at her sister and raised her eyebrow...
I-I mean I love it .. here ... she handed her a coffee
Ta Roise... Realleh you think this is me yeah?
mmmm hmmmmm
Ding Dong....
Roise and Sophie stared at each other for a moment shrugging
Ding Dong...
Sophie sipped her coffee as she went to the door...
She opened it and was blinded by flash bulbs and microphones in her face....
Ms Webster.... How are you feeling about working for Sian Powers?
Sorreh what?
Ms Webster what did she say to you when you go the job....
More Flashes...
Oi quit flashing that thing in me eyes Mister
Ms Webster... any comments about Mr Connor been seen entering the house last night?
Who?
More Flashes.....
Whoo hoo I know who he is... Rosie appeard in the back round... well dellesh Mr Connor
More flashes as Rosie turned on the poses....
ROSIE GET IN!!!!! Sophie spoke through gritted teeth - oh dear god....
Ms Webster are you looking forward to working with her....
Yeah course....
so you won't be put off by her and Mr Connor then...
Look Mister get out of my face yeah! I couldn't give a shizza who this Mr Connor is to be honest with ya.. who Sian Powers sees is her busniess not mine and certainly not yours may I add... so bog off and leave her be yeah?.... ..
now get out of my way or I'll be late for work.... she pushed past the photographers knowing she said too much already.... her heart was racing as she put her hand over her eyes avoiding more flashes...
Oh my god... her heart was still pounding as she made her way to the street but of course they followed her all the way to a waiting car which just happed to appear out of nowhere... get in...
she stepped into the car and closed the door as the Flshes continued she began to feel them closing in on her as she tried to catch her breath
"Breathe Sophie it's ok ... you'll get the hang of it...
Sophie looked over to see Shane smiling at her nodding...
She smiled ... Really can you tell me what the hell is so interesting about me ay that they want to ram bloody cameras in my face hey?
Jesus get a life hey not MINE
Don't let em get to you Sophie.. just focus on what you need to do ok?
You ready?
She's looking forward to seeing you you know...
mmmmm yeah sure she is.. Sophie said sarcasticly bet you 50 she has forgotten meh already..
I doubt that Sophie...
Ok.. well let just do then...
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They pulled up to the gate... and before they got out Shane handed her her security badge just flash it at the gate it will pop open...
ok
Shane got out to a mire of more flashes... as Sophie composed herself.... God what have I got myself into... she fixed her skirt definatley too short she thought.. she fixed her jacket and heard her sisters voice.... pop the top button.
she smiled to herself ..... opps Rosie you goin to get me in trouble
Phew.... 1....2....3
Sophie stepped out of the car to the pap screaming ---- Here Ms Webster... look over here
she kept her hand over her eyes as Shane guided her through the gates into the house...
Woah that's crazy she giggled ...
Shane smiled and handed her a memo book welcome to the maddness .. this is Sian's appointment book for the next few months
Whatt!!! Jesus! that poor Girl does she ever sleep... Sophie's eyes scanned pages and pages of entries....
Eh yeah I know... I think she's asleep now I haven't seen her all yet .. you want to go see if she wants anything?
eh really you think...
Sophie your her assistant ... she won't bite ... Much!
Sophie Raised her Eyebrows...
I'm kidding ... go on her room is straight through there... Shane point to the doors at the end of the corridor..
Ok...
Sophie made her way towards Sians room.....and there was her heartbeat again and the acrobats in her stomach...she cleared her throat and knocked on the door
Silence
Ms Powers... S-Sian it's Sophie.. Webster... can I come in?
Silence
She looked back at Shane .. who gestured for her to go in
Sophie swallowed and pushed open the door
as.....
Ryan will you get off me... what do think I am ...
Ah come on baby you didn't say that last night... she let him move up and kiss her all over again... ummmm no Ryan not now I have ummm I have to get.... uuuum
oh ... Ummm fuck that feels good..
Sophie stood rooted to the spot... She couldn't move but her mind was screaming run Sophie run now!! She turned around and banged into the door.. Ow fuck she crouched down out of sight rubbing her head..
Shit Sian snapped out of her haze and as small as she was pushed Ryan off her... What the fuck is that!! Nothing babe come back here...
Get the fuck off me Ryan!!! Jesus!!
She scrambled to the end of the bed on her stomach and popped her head over the edge Sophie looked up into her eyes with nothing to say but
" Hi Sian do you want me.... I mean anything.. Do you want anything" oh God kill me now..
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ok that's it... Hope it's ok might be a bit all over the place... And also the format is a bit doge cos I'm typing some on my iPod! I will update very soon I won't leave it so long anymore thank you all for your comments I love you all haha xx