New Beginnings

Aug 25, 2004 11:06

I decided to finally create my own live journal. Tomorrow I leave for college and I decided it would help anyone who did care what happens to me when I leave to keep updated with what's going on in my life.
So as I said I leave tomorrow for college.I have a lot of mixed emotions about it. Im not going very far away but, never the less, it is going to be a dramatic change for me. I am going to move into a very tiny room in a building with tons of girls I don't know. I'm a little worried about that because I like to have my own space and be able to be alone a lot of times. I will definitely be moving out of my comfort zone.When I get there I start Connections which will probably be weird. Its a whole bunch of activities that the university sets up for the first couple of days to help people get acquainted with new people and the university. I'll be in a group with no one I know and have to make friends fast. Its always so awkward. Anyways, despite all of my apprehensions, I am some-what excited. I'm glad I get to start all over and meet new people. I do enjoy meeting new people. Also, it's good to go to school with people who don't already have a fixed image in their minds of what you are supposed to be. I also will be able to make more decisions for myself and set my own schedule. So just pray that the good will out way the bad and everything will go well for me. Also pray that I figure out what I want to do with my major. I'm having second thoughts again. I dont really have to make any decisions soon. I just get a little worried about it sometimes. Ok that's all I want to say for now. The next time I update I will be in my new room.
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