Boys speak in rythym and girls they just lie

[shellsyeah]

I am growing more and more tired of the people around me. (there are exceptions don't be angry). The more i think about it the more i want to run and hide. i have spent a LOT of time alone lately. it has given me a chance to step back and look at myself. i really feel like i have a better understanding of who I am and what that means to me. i am growing less and less dependent on "friends." i'm tired of let downs. it may be a pessimistic way to look at it, but people are constantly letting other people down. maybe thinking like this is completely wrong...but it seems right for me in my life right now. i know i cannot emotionally handle another letdown. im not saying that i am completely cut off from people and have no friends. i just choose people wisely, and hang out with people more sparsely.

in the end this is my life. not anyone else's. people will affect me, but i cannot let them affect my decisions. especially the one's that are life changing.