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well first off, i would like to say justin, u scared the hell out of me and i hope u feel better. i am glad we got to hang out, i havent seen u in what feels like forever. ...:/
today~i was feelin not so good today and most of tonight. i chilled at home all day, for the most part, on this damn thing. then around 12 tonight, i got a message from an old friend. i just about passed out. it was just so nice to hear from him. things are, no were, complicated. now they are just memories. him and i always got along so well. there were no, "i hate u moments". i miss that. he asked me if i could have changed things, would i and what would it be. well if i could have done things another way and if it wuold have helped, then i would have. i just only wish there WAS something i could have done. but anyways, it was nice to see him, and i can only pray that we can be friends again after all this time. its been about 2 years. things went well with our little visit, so im very happy about that. thats how i want it to be. one thing at a time.
lauren and joshua! 12 days u guys!! i am so happy for the both of yall and wish the best of luck. im sure the service will be great and im looking froward to it more than anything right now.
today~i was feelin not so good today and most of tonight. i chilled at home all day, for the most part, on this damn thing. then around 12 tonight, i got a message from an old friend. i just about passed out. it was just so nice to hear from him. things are, no were, complicated. now they are just memories. him and i always got along so well. there were no, "i hate u moments". i miss that. he asked me if i could have changed things, would i and what would it be. well if i could have done things another way and if it wuold have helped, then i would have. i just only wish there WAS something i could have done. but anyways, it was nice to see him, and i can only pray that we can be friends again after all this time. its been about 2 years. things went well with our little visit, so im very happy about that. thats how i want it to be. one thing at a time.
lauren and joshua! 12 days u guys!! i am so happy for the both of yall and wish the best of luck. im sure the service will be great and im looking froward to it more than anything right now.