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I feel like something is not only missing but that something is wrong. I feel very lost and very out of place. Something doesn’t feel right, something is incomplete. I feel very deserted,isolated, and unsafe Everything has been putting off a lot of negative energy lately……unless something incredible happens here, I believe I will feel like this until I move. This is going to be the longest 5 months of my life. When I leave in May, I’m never coming back. What for?? Yeah…that’s what I thought too.
P.S. Did you know I have never had anybody feel uncomfortable around me that I cared about. Please don’t be like that. You were the one who wanted to stay friends in the first place. I’m the last person you should feel uncomfortable around. Your own best friend. You make me miserable, that really hurts. I have lost the best friend I have ever had in my whole fucking life. the only fucking person that understood me. You’re the reason for ALL of my pain. You are the fucking reason I cry all the god damn time. You know that right. I’m sure you do. Its not like I haven’t ever said this, its also not like you care., I know. I don’t expect you to, if you did, i would hear from you once in a fucking while. i dont even want you to care really, just understand. nvm! I’m just old news.