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So I have been walking around lake Scranton every day for the past few days... I have to get ready for when I go back to school...
I went to the hospital tonight with one of my favorite clients, I know you shouldnt have favorites, and I do love them all, but hes up there... It was surreal to watch Allan go- to sit in the ambulance, and watch as other ppl stand with him helping him... I guess its how a mom feels when there child gets sick- so helpless, so shaken, angry you dont know what to do... and in the ambulance while I was being asked about him the guy was telling me Id make a good mother... Ive seen so many of my residents to the ER, and I have sat through a lot of appointments, but it always hits home a little harder each time. These are my children, they are the residents whose parents cant watch them because of their needs, who care about me, and know Id do anything for them... I guess it kind of stings in a weird way too- I mean they are my life, is this all it will ever be? Me mothering and helping others never having my own life? I guess I can live with that- after all they make me smile...
Other then tonight things have been good. I went out Friday and had a blast at E Street (Christy, Kristin, Meghan, Katie, and Lauren were there along with my supervisor, and some other ppl I work with) and Im looking fwd to doing it again...
Im glad house sitting is over, because I liked that I flew through my reading, and I still am, but Im happy to be home.
I got this in a fwd and liked it... it fit me PERFECTLY! "I am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are, i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to and enjoy it, i am a girl who would fix you your favorite meal just to see you smile, i am a girl who would hold you to keep you close, i am a girl who would tickle you to hear you laugh, i am a girl that likes to shop for you when i go shopping, i am a girl who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive, i am a girl that thinks you are hot even when you are hot and sweaty, i am a girl that does not want gifts just the love and respect in return, i am a girl that would call you in the morning just to say have a great day, i am a girl that would bring you lunch when you are to busy to get your own, i am a girl that doesn't care what other people think about you, i am a girl that will always trust you until that trust is violated, i am a girl who wants to be loved the same in return..."
I hoped this would be more- but what can you do? Im tired... so
Sweet dreams ♥
I went to the hospital tonight with one of my favorite clients, I know you shouldnt have favorites, and I do love them all, but hes up there... It was surreal to watch Allan go- to sit in the ambulance, and watch as other ppl stand with him helping him... I guess its how a mom feels when there child gets sick- so helpless, so shaken, angry you dont know what to do... and in the ambulance while I was being asked about him the guy was telling me Id make a good mother... Ive seen so many of my residents to the ER, and I have sat through a lot of appointments, but it always hits home a little harder each time. These are my children, they are the residents whose parents cant watch them because of their needs, who care about me, and know Id do anything for them... I guess it kind of stings in a weird way too- I mean they are my life, is this all it will ever be? Me mothering and helping others never having my own life? I guess I can live with that- after all they make me smile...
Other then tonight things have been good. I went out Friday and had a blast at E Street (Christy, Kristin, Meghan, Katie, and Lauren were there along with my supervisor, and some other ppl I work with) and Im looking fwd to doing it again...
Im glad house sitting is over, because I liked that I flew through my reading, and I still am, but Im happy to be home.
I got this in a fwd and liked it... it fit me PERFECTLY! "I am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are, i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to and enjoy it, i am a girl who would fix you your favorite meal just to see you smile, i am a girl who would hold you to keep you close, i am a girl who would tickle you to hear you laugh, i am a girl that likes to shop for you when i go shopping, i am a girl who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive, i am a girl that thinks you are hot even when you are hot and sweaty, i am a girl that does not want gifts just the love and respect in return, i am a girl that would call you in the morning just to say have a great day, i am a girl that would bring you lunch when you are to busy to get your own, i am a girl that doesn't care what other people think about you, i am a girl that will always trust you until that trust is violated, i am a girl who wants to be loved the same in return..."
I hoped this would be more- but what can you do? Im tired... so
Sweet dreams ♥