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Im happy for Serena:
Ultrasound - Thursday, April 07, 2005
Today's Ultrasound was done for genetic screening (to test for Down's Syndrome), and to see the heartbeat, but this was the most wonderful thing I have ever seen! I finally had the pregnancy feel real to me, and was able to see my beautiful baby moving and living inside of me. I have to wait a week or so to hear about the results of the genetic screening, but no news is good news, and I just have to wait to see. But I love this baby so much already, and I want everything to be perfect.
I wish her a happy pregnancy... and life...
I dropped my Psych minor, woo hoo?!? Yea its a good thing. I think I needed to do it, for myself. Maybe it will balance things out at ESU... probably not... but at least next semester I am taking only 13 credits, and the following semester 12... so Im excited. It will be nice to drop down, and Im not doing Moses, and Im dropping down in the CEC- well kind of, because Im gonna have a shadow... its gonna be weird...
I need to figure things out for myself first- remember why I loved ESU, why I loved direct care, why I loved the single life, when I was happy... Im kind of glad Ive been down though- it means I no longer have a heart of stone that cares only of others. I need to do something for myself, and for others... I wont stop being so caring, but at the same time I wont be hurt. I wont abuse myself or let anyone abuse me anymore... I need to find a median in order to move on in life.
Well I have to go get ready, have a good night*
Later ♥
Ultrasound - Thursday, April 07, 2005
Today's Ultrasound was done for genetic screening (to test for Down's Syndrome), and to see the heartbeat, but this was the most wonderful thing I have ever seen! I finally had the pregnancy feel real to me, and was able to see my beautiful baby moving and living inside of me. I have to wait a week or so to hear about the results of the genetic screening, but no news is good news, and I just have to wait to see. But I love this baby so much already, and I want everything to be perfect.
I wish her a happy pregnancy... and life...
I dropped my Psych minor, woo hoo?!? Yea its a good thing. I think I needed to do it, for myself. Maybe it will balance things out at ESU... probably not... but at least next semester I am taking only 13 credits, and the following semester 12... so Im excited. It will be nice to drop down, and Im not doing Moses, and Im dropping down in the CEC- well kind of, because Im gonna have a shadow... its gonna be weird...
I need to figure things out for myself first- remember why I loved ESU, why I loved direct care, why I loved the single life, when I was happy... Im kind of glad Ive been down though- it means I no longer have a heart of stone that cares only of others. I need to do something for myself, and for others... I wont stop being so caring, but at the same time I wont be hurt. I wont abuse myself or let anyone abuse me anymore... I need to find a median in order to move on in life.
Well I have to go get ready, have a good night*
Later ♥