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well since my last entry, kara taught me how to crochet (SP) and so far i have a scarf that is about 9 inches long.
anyways, i'm listining to track 6 on the finding neverland soundtrack. the song seems to go through all the emotions of life in under 5 mins.
this week has been kinda bad. i haven't been taking my meds, tommy goes to jail on tuesday, i'm broke and i owe a lot of money to the credit card company, i hate living in the doorms, and i'm not sure where me and sara are living next year. i couldn't stop crying on saturday night. i went into shop and tanya asked me what was wrong and i just started crying, so she told me to go home (i don't think aaron was too happy about that-oh well) so i got in my car and started crying hysterically. i eventually calmed down. i called my parents and wanted to tell them everything, but i couldn't. i feel so bad that i depend on them for everything. i feel like i should be supporting myself, and the weird thing is that i feel like i should be helping to support my parents and brothers. i'm just tired of taking money from people that don't have money to give.
we had strike tonight. it went really fast. it helped me to forget about things, so i feel better now. after strike me, sara, andrea, ryan, tanya, james, matt, kayleigh, and miranda went to awful waffel. it was fun. it was nice to get out even though it was just waffle house.
to do this week:
-locate a place to live
-sell my computer
-work on uncle vanya
-load in tartuffe
-do my drafting hw
anyways, i'm listining to track 6 on the finding neverland soundtrack. the song seems to go through all the emotions of life in under 5 mins.
this week has been kinda bad. i haven't been taking my meds, tommy goes to jail on tuesday, i'm broke and i owe a lot of money to the credit card company, i hate living in the doorms, and i'm not sure where me and sara are living next year. i couldn't stop crying on saturday night. i went into shop and tanya asked me what was wrong and i just started crying, so she told me to go home (i don't think aaron was too happy about that-oh well) so i got in my car and started crying hysterically. i eventually calmed down. i called my parents and wanted to tell them everything, but i couldn't. i feel so bad that i depend on them for everything. i feel like i should be supporting myself, and the weird thing is that i feel like i should be helping to support my parents and brothers. i'm just tired of taking money from people that don't have money to give.
we had strike tonight. it went really fast. it helped me to forget about things, so i feel better now. after strike me, sara, andrea, ryan, tanya, james, matt, kayleigh, and miranda went to awful waffel. it was fun. it was nice to get out even though it was just waffle house.
to do this week:
-locate a place to live
-sell my computer
-work on uncle vanya
-load in tartuffe
-do my drafting hw