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Well,
Last night was the worst for me. When I got off the phone with Melissa, I was a wreck. I was just sick of it all. I finally realized how much I love Goldberg and how much he doesn’t love me. I sat in my room and cried my heart out for hours. I cried myself to sleep. But, I woke up and I was okay. Now, I’m okay. I’m not over Goldberg. No way! But, I realized that I have to start trying. And, I will, in time. I hope. I just can’t stand it anymore. I love him so much but I’m causing myself so much pain in my heart. I could definitely move on. I can just go out with one of the people who asked. I don’t want to wait anymore. Because, if I wait any longer, I’m going to make my life Hell, total Hell. I don’t want to be in Hell anymore. I feel that if I try to be in a meaningful relationship now, then I’ll save myself. But, if I just keep waiting forever got Goldberg, I’m going to be so messed up it isn’t even funny. So, yeah that was my night.
Neways, I didn’t want to go to school today but I did anyways. I got there a little later and I got to go in the wheelchair all day. Hella. Neways, Olivia helped me the whole day. Thanks Olivia, ilu!!!! Then, I didn’t know it was a half day so I had to call my dad and he had to come and get me.
Neways, im glad I went to school and im glad it was a half day.
Anywho….my ankle feels better but its not totally there yet….yesh….
It feels good to finally be happy again...^_^
I think that’s enough for now…ill update l8r
,gfzglskalkgfdlklgBBBBBBB-oh ya I wrote the “B” OMG@LOL.com melis!!!
IT FEELS SOOOO GOOD TO BE HAPPY AGAIN!!! ^_^
---***Chelle***---