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so i haven't updated for a while .... not much has been going on , just been hanging out with alot of cool ppl lately ^_* ..... im super happy ... i haven't felt this okay in a while .... still love him just not like that and i like it!! ..... i have been slacking in school though ... ive missed about 10 days in english class and god knows how many computer classes ive missed.... w/e hopefully i pass with an okay grade ... if not then it was waisted money .... sucks ..... hmmm what can i say .... im trying to look for another job ... this one just isn't .... it isn't what i need .... i mean i love it and the ppl i work with but i need more money .... seems like i work my ass off and don't get paid enough ..... im going to be late on my insurance bill b/c i have to wait till friday to get paid .... im completely broke !! sucks to be me !! things at home are ... ehh ... what can i say about that ... i love my parents to death , but they aren't stupid ... they know i lie and it sucks that i know that ... but you know what i love my friends and i want to hang out with certian ones my parents don't want me with ... so i lie.... dosen't mean i don't love them.... moving out .... about that ... i want to do it really bad but i know for a fact i can't afford it right now .... the perfect place is right there waiting for me and i can't take it !! that also sucks ass ..... i guess when i get the new job things will fall into place ... atleast thats what im hoping ..... ehhhh w/e i guess thats all i have to say for now ... im a little irritated cause im at eddies and he totally left me upstairs to go talk to someone that hates me downstairs..... blah w/e im bored !!