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barrelofthegun kindly reminded me that I still existed here. Thanks for the nudge, girl. :)
I'm not sure why I haven't been updating. I just haven't been in a journaling mood the past few months. When I think of this journal I see years of history -- some of it really sad, some of it happy. I always feel hampered by the history this journal holds. I feel like I have changed and this journal doesn't really suit who I am anymore. Then, other times I tell myself that this is my journal and it will change with me.
I moved in with Russ. It was a very hard decision to make and my mother did not take kindly to the final result. In the end, I told her that this was my decision to make and she would just have to deal with it and keep her crying, yelling and guilt trips to herself. Since moving in things have been great. I love living with him. We're getting along so well and I love having all my clothes in one place. My car is so much cleaner too! For months I was basically living out of it.
My Virginia Commonwealth University application is due Saturday. That's a big deal. I just hope I get accepted. If I don't ... well, I'm not exactly sure where that puts me.
So, yeah. I'm not really sure what else to say. I will try to be more attentive to this journal. I've missed all of you. I've thought of you all. <3
I'm not sure why I haven't been updating. I just haven't been in a journaling mood the past few months. When I think of this journal I see years of history -- some of it really sad, some of it happy. I always feel hampered by the history this journal holds. I feel like I have changed and this journal doesn't really suit who I am anymore. Then, other times I tell myself that this is my journal and it will change with me.
I moved in with Russ. It was a very hard decision to make and my mother did not take kindly to the final result. In the end, I told her that this was my decision to make and she would just have to deal with it and keep her crying, yelling and guilt trips to herself. Since moving in things have been great. I love living with him. We're getting along so well and I love having all my clothes in one place. My car is so much cleaner too! For months I was basically living out of it.
My Virginia Commonwealth University application is due Saturday. That's a big deal. I just hope I get accepted. If I don't ... well, I'm not exactly sure where that puts me.
So, yeah. I'm not really sure what else to say. I will try to be more attentive to this journal. I've missed all of you. I've thought of you all. <3