everything is pretttttyyy sucky.

[shellixhotpants]

today pretty much turned out to be one of the worst days ive had in a while. not only did i get into an argument with my teacher about a grade but my other teacher wanted me to reshoot an assignment, which to me has no meaning whatsoever anyway seeing how i dont even plan on being a professional photographer. then i kinda got way too sensitive with cody and practically kicked him out because of a comment he made and i know normally i would have just laughed it off and attempted to change his mind (because thats my being. changing peoples minds, i suppose.) and my mother is really sick because of the radiation and talking to her on the phone for an hour at a time does nothing but depresses me, seeing how all she does is bitch and complain about being sick (not that i can blame her). i also have court for that ticket i got home on the way from michigan and apparently since i was going like over 20 over the speed limit i can get my license taken away..i just wonder why im even here, it almost seems like a waste of time and effort and money and emotions.

i just wish everything could calm down and ease my mind,except nothing seems to do that these days.