(no subject)
im probably going to start using this again because no one really knows its here and i can probably be way more open than i am on every other useless internet journal i have.
is it possible to get completely fucked over like millions of times and to not even be upset? i mean, i may be just as crazy for not being upset, huh? im not sure. maybe its my fault that these emotionally intense people are drawn to me. perhaps. who knows. im thinking in these random sentences that at this point and time make no sense. and i dont even feel like ive been hurt; or like my ideas or hopes have been crushed. i feel fine. maybe that says something about the situation? or maybe im just used to it? who knows.
is it possible to get completely fucked over like millions of times and to not even be upset? i mean, i may be just as crazy for not being upset, huh? im not sure. maybe its my fault that these emotionally intense people are drawn to me. perhaps. who knows. im thinking in these random sentences that at this point and time make no sense. and i dont even feel like ive been hurt; or like my ideas or hopes have been crushed. i feel fine. maybe that says something about the situation? or maybe im just used to it? who knows.