Dont speak .. dont tell me cuz it hurts.
2nite.. well im a lil stressed this beach thing was suppossed to be so much easier but its just not. I really would like to do this but i deno whats going on rite now. I am being helped which is good but still...
Met matt 2nite. it was fun hes really nice and funny but he needs to speak up n stop being shy... Lindsay kinda knew him i guess because she went to the track parties or whatver... neway..
I was kinda mad at brady 2nite cuz i felt dissed but now hes on his way here n i guess its all okay...
I sit back and can only think of one thing.. what if i just moved away for like one month in the summer.. just moved out said peace to every1 and went away from it all... just ugh it would be such a nice break from everything because im feeling kinda stressed.. just a place where i didn't have to work I could just relax for days on a warm beach and get things in my own mind str8.
I have updates.. Bobby finally gave me a formal apology for all his actions.. and asked me to forgive him... did i? yes.. because its closure... It doesn't mean bobby and i are cool now oh now.. just puts an end to sheer hatred that i had for him no more fighting just me.. being me.. and hes cool with it... he said hes changed but haven't i heard that b4.. but i told him all about brady and everything.. oh well.
Still even with bob's apology I still want to get away from everything for just a while.. but every1 has their problems...
"Modivation.. is such an agrovation
Accusaions I deno how to take them
Inspiration its getting hard to fake it
situation never what u want it to be...
.... sigh.. my life in a nutshell..... ughhhhhhhhhhh
Im glad brittany is helping me with senior week....
thanx.
Met matt 2nite. it was fun hes really nice and funny but he needs to speak up n stop being shy... Lindsay kinda knew him i guess because she went to the track parties or whatver... neway..
I was kinda mad at brady 2nite cuz i felt dissed but now hes on his way here n i guess its all okay...
I sit back and can only think of one thing.. what if i just moved away for like one month in the summer.. just moved out said peace to every1 and went away from it all... just ugh it would be such a nice break from everything because im feeling kinda stressed.. just a place where i didn't have to work I could just relax for days on a warm beach and get things in my own mind str8.
I have updates.. Bobby finally gave me a formal apology for all his actions.. and asked me to forgive him... did i? yes.. because its closure... It doesn't mean bobby and i are cool now oh now.. just puts an end to sheer hatred that i had for him no more fighting just me.. being me.. and hes cool with it... he said hes changed but haven't i heard that b4.. but i told him all about brady and everything.. oh well.
Still even with bob's apology I still want to get away from everything for just a while.. but every1 has their problems...
"Modivation.. is such an agrovation
Accusaions I deno how to take them
Inspiration its getting hard to fake it
situation never what u want it to be...
.... sigh.. my life in a nutshell..... ughhhhhhhhhhh
Im glad brittany is helping me with senior week....
thanx.