yay for being home!
i'm so grateful to be home right now.. it's nice to not be at FIM and i don't have to be there until sunday at 10! yay! that's so exciting.. working is sooo boring, but when it's busy it's stressful! lol. i need to learn more about pool tables and pools and such so i can actually be of some help on the floor when i'm sales and not cashiering. haha. it's all good. there aren't any customers in the store anyways, so whatever.
in other news.. well, there really isn't any other news. i haven't done much but work. i did laundry on wednesday. all the girls' shoes are in and here at my house. we lost our ring bearer because he's too shy, so i dunno what's going on with that. i have all my thank you letters written, which i've had written since monday, but we haven't gotten any stamps yet. maybe i'll do that tomorrow or something. i have caught up on all my shows! ER, OC, american idol, house, and stuff.. yay! i've been working until 9 some nights so it's hard to keep up, but it's all good.. thank goodness for dvr! lol. oh well..
my headache went away!!
and i watching 'bend it like beckham'.. it's not a bad movie.. lol
anyways, tomorrow i have the day off!!!!!!!!! that's toooooo exciting really. i feel like a complainer, but it's serious news. lol. i have to take dionna to get her dress fitted at 10.30 in the AM. that's exciting! i hope she's better though, because she's sick right now. and i don't wanna get sick right now. i probably will get sick.. with all the stress i'm sure that my immune system is shot. :o( but that's okay because i'm not sick yet and my nails are getting long!! i haven't been biting them! it's actually been a couple days now! i'm proud of myself!!! yayayayyy!
i'm really tired. i want ricky to come home. we went to boston market today. it wasn't bad. but they have good corn bread!! lol. i deposited my check and came home to watch the OC. it was CRAZZZYYYYY!!! i couldn't believe it!!! ahh oh well..
on a different note.. i realize that i have a lot of great people in my life. i'm just very thankful, even if i don't show it. i'm trying to learn new things. i'll get better at things. as soon as the wedding is over and all of the stress has minimized itself, things will be better. i'm working on being a better person. it's not an overnight thing, and it's tough to break old habits. i feel that the wedding will bring much change in me, obviously. i want things to be different after that. i've done a lot of thinking. i really want things to be different after the wedding for the better. i know i can do it. i dont want to completely change, but i need some change in my life that will make me feel better about myself. i really don't feel like it's completely necessary for my existance, but i'm pretty sure i'd feel better. i need to learn to take certain things with a grain of salt. everything isn't as personal as it seems. i don't need to take things so seriously or care so much about some things. i need to learn to let things go. that stupid tim mcgraw song is getting to me. lol. anyways, that's all i have to say about that for now. i have such feelings about this. it's hard to get it out. i don't know exactly what i'm trying to say here. i just want things to be different. after the wedding, i'm cutting my hair.. i'm gonna exercise.. i'm gonna be different. it'll be better.
the honeymoon is gonna be so nice!! getting away for a week.. relaxing on the beach.. going to disney or something.. woooo! ;o) ahh, my movie is over.. ricky should be home soon. we're gonna get ice cream and take a walk. yay for boys.
in other news.. well, there really isn't any other news. i haven't done much but work. i did laundry on wednesday. all the girls' shoes are in and here at my house. we lost our ring bearer because he's too shy, so i dunno what's going on with that. i have all my thank you letters written, which i've had written since monday, but we haven't gotten any stamps yet. maybe i'll do that tomorrow or something. i have caught up on all my shows! ER, OC, american idol, house, and stuff.. yay! i've been working until 9 some nights so it's hard to keep up, but it's all good.. thank goodness for dvr! lol. oh well..
my headache went away!!
and i watching 'bend it like beckham'.. it's not a bad movie.. lol
anyways, tomorrow i have the day off!!!!!!!!! that's toooooo exciting really. i feel like a complainer, but it's serious news. lol. i have to take dionna to get her dress fitted at 10.30 in the AM. that's exciting! i hope she's better though, because she's sick right now. and i don't wanna get sick right now. i probably will get sick.. with all the stress i'm sure that my immune system is shot. :o( but that's okay because i'm not sick yet and my nails are getting long!! i haven't been biting them! it's actually been a couple days now! i'm proud of myself!!! yayayayyy!
i'm really tired. i want ricky to come home. we went to boston market today. it wasn't bad. but they have good corn bread!! lol. i deposited my check and came home to watch the OC. it was CRAZZZYYYYY!!! i couldn't believe it!!! ahh oh well..
on a different note.. i realize that i have a lot of great people in my life. i'm just very thankful, even if i don't show it. i'm trying to learn new things. i'll get better at things. as soon as the wedding is over and all of the stress has minimized itself, things will be better. i'm working on being a better person. it's not an overnight thing, and it's tough to break old habits. i feel that the wedding will bring much change in me, obviously. i want things to be different after that. i've done a lot of thinking. i really want things to be different after the wedding for the better. i know i can do it. i dont want to completely change, but i need some change in my life that will make me feel better about myself. i really don't feel like it's completely necessary for my existance, but i'm pretty sure i'd feel better. i need to learn to take certain things with a grain of salt. everything isn't as personal as it seems. i don't need to take things so seriously or care so much about some things. i need to learn to let things go. that stupid tim mcgraw song is getting to me. lol. anyways, that's all i have to say about that for now. i have such feelings about this. it's hard to get it out. i don't know exactly what i'm trying to say here. i just want things to be different. after the wedding, i'm cutting my hair.. i'm gonna exercise.. i'm gonna be different. it'll be better.
the honeymoon is gonna be so nice!! getting away for a week.. relaxing on the beach.. going to disney or something.. woooo! ;o) ahh, my movie is over.. ricky should be home soon. we're gonna get ice cream and take a walk. yay for boys.