I Won't Dance, How Could I?
Another evening of spontaneous dancing.
Oh boy I'm terrible at it.
Sigh. I feel my feet sinking into that familiar sand again and I don't like it. I wish I could just say no to cheerful last minute dancing invites and stop being a glutton for punishment.
But as I was told tonight.
"I can always rely on you to come."
If only he realized why I do. I embarrass myself with clumsiness and akwardness EVERY time just so I can be close to him for a couple hours. If it were ANYBODY else asking tonight I would have said no way as I was planning a quiet evening after a long, cold, wet day.
I suddenly realized I'm not out of the woods like I thought I was. GRRRRRRRRRRRR! Stupid Michelle.
Oh boy I'm terrible at it.
Sigh. I feel my feet sinking into that familiar sand again and I don't like it. I wish I could just say no to cheerful last minute dancing invites and stop being a glutton for punishment.
But as I was told tonight.
"I can always rely on you to come."
If only he realized why I do. I embarrass myself with clumsiness and akwardness EVERY time just so I can be close to him for a couple hours. If it were ANYBODY else asking tonight I would have said no way as I was planning a quiet evening after a long, cold, wet day.
I suddenly realized I'm not out of the woods like I thought I was. GRRRRRRRRRRRR! Stupid Michelle.