do work, son.
i dunno, its just so unsure right now. things are really up in the air. it could go either way. its really not all figured out. nothing has been set in stone, so to speak. who knows yet, really. it hasnt been decided. i just dont know what will happen, what will happen? as of now, its all tentative. ill pencil that in, but i dont have anything here in ink. youre just going to have to work around it, whenever it happens. whatever it is.
me and my brother got into a kick boxing fight in the kitchen the other day and i made him throw up out of his nose. i laughed alot, but my brother just threw up out of his nose. then he laughed too. ill tell you that story some other time. sometimes when i see big fields of sunshine i wanna run through i have to not run through them because i know that i will not be able to run as fast or as smoothly as i imagine i will. when i say sometimes, what i really mean is yesterday. does that mean i dont do things i want to because i dont think i will be able to do them the same way i imagine? i wasnt thinking that when i wrote about it, but oh. thats actually a fact. i wanna get to know some people i dont know, or even people i do know, just as long as i know them less than the ones i know well. i just really like asking questions. but like, really and stuff, i dont want to deal with anything, i just want to knit things and bake things and make things. because i think im really good at color combinations and almost just as good at flavor combinations. and that way everyone is warm and full of sugar. and i just want everyone to feel like that all the time because then i would feel like that all the time, and things might work out just a little bit better. there would at least be lots of naps taken. and i, for one, am pro-napping. i am going back to la right now and we are getting a new roommate tonight. were going to line our beds up all in a row, and i have this idea that its going to look like an orphanage. maybe we will put them all head to toe and sleep in a line. i dont have to work for another week, and when i do go back to work they are making me do it five hundred miles from here. i got some new dance music, i want to dance. i need my shoes back. if you always tell the truth, you wont have to remember anything.
me and my brother got into a kick boxing fight in the kitchen the other day and i made him throw up out of his nose. i laughed alot, but my brother just threw up out of his nose. then he laughed too. ill tell you that story some other time. sometimes when i see big fields of sunshine i wanna run through i have to not run through them because i know that i will not be able to run as fast or as smoothly as i imagine i will. when i say sometimes, what i really mean is yesterday. does that mean i dont do things i want to because i dont think i will be able to do them the same way i imagine? i wasnt thinking that when i wrote about it, but oh. thats actually a fact. i wanna get to know some people i dont know, or even people i do know, just as long as i know them less than the ones i know well. i just really like asking questions. but like, really and stuff, i dont want to deal with anything, i just want to knit things and bake things and make things. because i think im really good at color combinations and almost just as good at flavor combinations. and that way everyone is warm and full of sugar. and i just want everyone to feel like that all the time because then i would feel like that all the time, and things might work out just a little bit better. there would at least be lots of naps taken. and i, for one, am pro-napping. i am going back to la right now and we are getting a new roommate tonight. were going to line our beds up all in a row, and i have this idea that its going to look like an orphanage. maybe we will put them all head to toe and sleep in a line. i dont have to work for another week, and when i do go back to work they are making me do it five hundred miles from here. i got some new dance music, i want to dance. i need my shoes back. if you always tell the truth, you wont have to remember anything.