Oct 16, 2007 10:49
Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with people.
I had a supposed friend delete me off msn because we hadn't talked for a month. I stopped msging him because it was always an effort to have a conversation with him, so I figured if he wanted to talk, then he would msg. But no, he decides that because I haven't msg'd in 3 weeks, that he'd delete me. I found out after using a msn block/delete detector, I msg'd him saying I knew then block and deleted him. After awhile I didn't give it a second thought, one less jerk in my life. I wish I could get rid of more because I really am sick of guys jerking me around. Three more to get rid of, only one who's really affected me though, and then I'm done and should be a bit happier.
Anyway, so then he decides to send random msg's and a bday msg on facebook, as if I'm supposed to magically jump up and down because he's decided he wants to talk to me again. I'm not going to let anyone not talk to me for ages after deleting me (!) and then be all happy when they decide that talking to me suits them again. So I explained I was pissed off and why, but no, he can't stand it when people stand up to him and tell him he's a jerk so then he decides that no he doesn't want me in his life now, he can't be bothered with the effort of sorting out a friendship. What a fucking cunt, what possesses people to act like they're the be all and end all and that everyone should bow down before them? What a fuck.
I'm kicking myself for considering giving the second chance. I always do it!! I have to stop letting people walk all over me.
I know the real reason why he gets all emo over it. He's jealous that I'm off seeing other guys. He reckons he doesn't like me anymore but he always gets worked up when I explain my shitty guy situations to him. He gets annoyed that I see jerks when he thinks he's so much better but I'm not interested in him. He's as bad as the others really.
What a jerk.
And I know this guy is on my LJ list, I dont care if you read this. Get over yourself.