Why I hated thursday
So for all of you that just came here to find out why I bawled my eyes out all day thursday during practice, stop. Think about it, if I didn't explain something to you (at least a lie like everyone else) then I want you to leave me alone. Honestly, if I am really upset what makes you think that I want YOU coming up to me and being all like "sweety, what's wrong" (When sarah barnes said this I actually told her fuck you but that's the more aggressive approach I chose to take). Chances are, I don't even like you. I don't mean to sound mean, but wait I do. I'm sick of people assuming that when they haven't talked to me in like a year that they should come up and be all friendly. Get lost. If I just started talking to you like a week ago and you don't really know me, buzz off. I dont care if we swap clothes, the only people I was fine with talking to (or that I wanted to talk to) were Lina and Mr. Miller, both of which if had they really started getting close, I would have told the truth. You may ask, "Why Mr. Miller" well to be quite honest, he can pick out my bad days better than my best friends. Even though I usually lie and tell him I am simply tired (which I doubt he believes) he still knows something's wrong and wants to help.
And speaking of mr. miller, he still has that note I gave him. You know, the one I pulled out of my bra and he carressed and then shoved down his shirt? Strange, but interesting in a way.
So yeah the moral of the story is that I hate people and chances are I hate you. Take Jen for example. This whole time, she hated me and everyone knew it, but the moment I started being mean to her (I believe something along the lines of "kelly the bitch wants you") she got offended and said "thanks michelle". I responded to her attitude with something like "everyone knows you hate me so why should I care?" And that's just it, I don't care anymore. So there you have it, an officially fuck off.
On a different note, my radio show was today and it was fun. Tristan came in with me. Our genre's clashed (not in taste, but simply that we don't have good techno to play quite honestly) but that's okay. I realized that I'm sick of all the songs at the station though. As in, I could find nothing interesting to play. I need to start bringing my own music more often. I did play snow patrol today though. I didn't even know the station had that.
And speaking of mr. miller, he still has that note I gave him. You know, the one I pulled out of my bra and he carressed and then shoved down his shirt? Strange, but interesting in a way.
So yeah the moral of the story is that I hate people and chances are I hate you. Take Jen for example. This whole time, she hated me and everyone knew it, but the moment I started being mean to her (I believe something along the lines of "kelly the bitch wants you") she got offended and said "thanks michelle". I responded to her attitude with something like "everyone knows you hate me so why should I care?" And that's just it, I don't care anymore. So there you have it, an officially fuck off.
On a different note, my radio show was today and it was fun. Tristan came in with me. Our genre's clashed (not in taste, but simply that we don't have good techno to play quite honestly) but that's okay. I realized that I'm sick of all the songs at the station though. As in, I could find nothing interesting to play. I need to start bringing my own music more often. I did play snow patrol today though. I didn't even know the station had that.