someone losen the knots of my restriants...
my life is enough for me....sometimes i feel tied down though. it dosnt bug me to bad now but i think it will soon. theres only so much you can go though with a person befor you just dont feel the need to be around them anymore. thats not the case here by any means but i feel like im getting there. i dont think ill ever fully admit it to myself but it could come. today was a good day but a bad one for the same old questions with the same old answers and the same old reactions to the same old stories. i act this way you respond with this.....if you dont we are less of a people.....i dont no if this is making sence.....i dont like routines and i dont like patterens....esspecially when im apart of them.....i crave new interesting and suprising things, things ive never seen or felt befor........ but i dont want to change things ....i just want things to change.......and yet stay the same.