Jun 29, 2004 20:26
Well, lets see
I'm home alone and trying to make plans for tomorrow. Thats getting frustrating. My brother is probly having friends over tonight to go swimming which means i will be stuck in the house doing more of nothing while listening to them having fun.
I have been doing pretty close to nothing the past few days. Some laundry, packing, class in the morning and driving in the evening, hanging out with Chris, going online a lot, and trying to find something to do. Not a whole lot of fun. Plus, I was so happy last night that I couldn't get to sleep...which sounds like it would be a good thing to be happy, but not when it means I dont sleep. I feel like crap right now and really wanted to see Chris cuz I'm leaving Friday morning, and I didn't. Although I did get some exercise in, so thats good.
I'm excited, scared, and feeling like I don't want to go to NYC. Excited because its New York City with a bunch of my friends including Lindsay and I get to have fun and help people. Scared because we got all the lectures today about being pickpocketed and not going alone anywhere and there being prostitutes and stuff....so now I feel like I'm going to have no money and get raped...lol. And I dont really want to go cuz its a really long drive, involves lots of fast food and sleeping on floors, its so much work to live out of a suitcase, and Chris is here. But! I am not going to pull a Melissa and complain the whole time and be a bitch because my I'm not with my boyfriend...omg that chick is annoying.
And also....I will be getting a new screen name and email address shortly. We're getting AOL through my dads work so its super cheap...which means I cant have the same sn and stuff. But I'll let you know exactly later. But if you have any ideas as to what the new one could be...let me know!!!