Aug 18, 2004 22:53
I miss the sound of rain on the rooftop
I miss the way things used to be so simple,
when every little thing in my life didn't seem to have complications. Or the way my face would break out into this huge grin just knowing that today was going to be beautiful, simply because the sun was shining or the birds were singing.
I miss the innocence I once possessed about the world, about life, about love. When the purity of the unknown and the undiscovered was just beyond my grasp...yet I was too afraid to see it.
Although I can't ever return to the years of believing in Santa or in general to the years of my adolesence, I now have become more true to who I am, more confident and more aware of the things going on around me that I either want to change, or wish I had.
I can finally say, I'm happy being just who I am. Rachelle. The girl who is a hopeless romantic at heart, who will never give up on love no matter how many times I get hurt, the girl who cries if someone is hurting, and finally the girl who can stand up for herself if things get ugly.
you're right, x_pinklove_x, I really do think that I'm gonna be "O.K."