Baby lay your head on my lap one more time- tell me you belong to me
Baby say that it’s all gonna be alright
I believe that it isn’t.
Something inside me is changing, and I don't think it's a good thing. I think Europe has changed me more than I previously thought.
I was the laziest person in existence yesterday afternoon. I actually made myself get off my ass in the morning to go to the bank and buy a few groceries, but it was so hot and gross feeling in the afternoon that I simply lay on my couch, watching TV until like 10pm.
Then Dan Strange came and picked me up and we headed over to his house for the cast party. It was a very nice, relaxing evening. I enjoyed myself thoroughly. He made me lots of different drinks, and I’ve come to the conclusion that being drunk is fun. Well- I wasn’t like smashed or anything, but I liked feeling free of myself. It was a good setting for me to be drunk in my first time- it was a very quiet, chill party- not a crazy loud one, so I’m glad for that. He drove me home around 6am and I slept until around 9 and then I got up and went to work at noon. I was really worried that I’d be hung over, but I wasn’t at all. I was slightly tired today and I didn’t have an appetite at all, but other than that I was completely fine.
Today was Evan’s first day of work, and he called me this evening, saying that he doesn’t want to work anymore because it means he can’t see me. I genuinely felt really missed and valued. It’s the warmest feeling in the world.
Ali- you should spend the night on Wednesday night! I have stories to tell!
PEACE LUV AND MATCHES
I believe that it isn’t.
Something inside me is changing, and I don't think it's a good thing. I think Europe has changed me more than I previously thought.
I was the laziest person in existence yesterday afternoon. I actually made myself get off my ass in the morning to go to the bank and buy a few groceries, but it was so hot and gross feeling in the afternoon that I simply lay on my couch, watching TV until like 10pm.
Then Dan Strange came and picked me up and we headed over to his house for the cast party. It was a very nice, relaxing evening. I enjoyed myself thoroughly. He made me lots of different drinks, and I’ve come to the conclusion that being drunk is fun. Well- I wasn’t like smashed or anything, but I liked feeling free of myself. It was a good setting for me to be drunk in my first time- it was a very quiet, chill party- not a crazy loud one, so I’m glad for that. He drove me home around 6am and I slept until around 9 and then I got up and went to work at noon. I was really worried that I’d be hung over, but I wasn’t at all. I was slightly tired today and I didn’t have an appetite at all, but other than that I was completely fine.
Today was Evan’s first day of work, and he called me this evening, saying that he doesn’t want to work anymore because it means he can’t see me. I genuinely felt really missed and valued. It’s the warmest feeling in the world.
Ali- you should spend the night on Wednesday night! I have stories to tell!
PEACE LUV AND MATCHES