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Yesterday was allright, I didn't do much at work. Barely got my homwework done. Got to my drawing class a little bit late. Sucked at drawing my self portrait. Whent to math, almost fell asleep. Talked with Matt a little. OK, I have no clue how much some poeple may hate me when I say this, but I will honestly admit that yes I do like him. And Fuck I feel so bad, because that's like Kenny's worst nightmare. And I hate upsetting people. But I guess you can't really help that kind of thing right. Just to make this clear to everyone, no I am not going to do anything I may regret (don't ask if you can't guess what I'm talking about...). Just thought I would get that out.
Anyways, got home, and just relaxed. Sam wasn't there, and Bruce stopped by. We had a nice little chat. It's amazing how supportive and awesome everyone that I'm surrounded by is!! So then I watched T.V. and worked on a little homework till about ten and went to bed. It was a nice night, but for some reason I don't think I slept very well, I'm so tired now. Then Kenny called this morning, wanting to "hear my voice" shit, this is going to make me even more confused! And I told him that I miss him too, cause I honestly do, but I think that kind of put false hope in his head for the time being, and now I'm thinking about it, I shouldn't have said that. I wish I knew exactly what to do and say all the time!!
I have an english test tonight...not looking forward to that, and I need to read like a mother!! Man, I better get back to work, so people don't start thinkin I'm not doin anything....ha, how could they think that!?!? Later
~Poi~~Merlin~~Drummer Boy~
Anyways, got home, and just relaxed. Sam wasn't there, and Bruce stopped by. We had a nice little chat. It's amazing how supportive and awesome everyone that I'm surrounded by is!! So then I watched T.V. and worked on a little homework till about ten and went to bed. It was a nice night, but for some reason I don't think I slept very well, I'm so tired now. Then Kenny called this morning, wanting to "hear my voice" shit, this is going to make me even more confused! And I told him that I miss him too, cause I honestly do, but I think that kind of put false hope in his head for the time being, and now I'm thinking about it, I shouldn't have said that. I wish I knew exactly what to do and say all the time!!
I have an english test tonight...not looking forward to that, and I need to read like a mother!! Man, I better get back to work, so people don't start thinkin I'm not doin anything....ha, how could they think that!?!? Later
~Poi~~Merlin~~Drummer Boy~