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Ahhh, I'm stressed to the point of crying sometimes...it's a weird feeling. Saturday morning Alex and I whent out for Breakfast/Lunch and I couldn't decide what I wanted and started crying...that's pathetic! But it was good, it led to a really good conversation that, with the help of my wonderful boyfriend, basically has made me look at what I'm doing, and the fact that what I'm hoping to do is practically impossible (working part time, school full time and being able to live on my own).
I'm definately considering moving back in with the parents....so that I can go to school full time and not be stressed out about money. You win some you lose some...that's how you play the game. He helped me remember that School should go infront of anything else right now, that is my future, and I can't be doing what I'm doing right now...cause there is no future for me there, at least not a comfortable and happy one. This was after a long friday night of me haveing a terrible migrane and this wonderful boy laying by my side trying anything and everything he could to comfort me until I fell asleep, instead of going out drinking!
He leaves for...well probably three months...and i'll tell you what, that is gonna be hard. But it will be a good opportunity concidering that it will probably be my first quarter back to school full time. It will give me a good chance to focus on that. But I will put it out right now that I better have lots of coffee dates and people to hang out with while he is gone...so that I don't just sit at home and make myself all sad. I do tend to do that...just be lazy and sit around home...and then not have any thing to do... and I'm bad about calling people..so then I get all sad that I'm sitting at home alone. Which is bad, but it's the truth...so yeah, people, feel free to call me! : )
Well, I'll stope goin on and on...I'm taking thursday and friday off from my normal job..I can't wait!!!!!
Late,
Poi
I'm definately considering moving back in with the parents....so that I can go to school full time and not be stressed out about money. You win some you lose some...that's how you play the game. He helped me remember that School should go infront of anything else right now, that is my future, and I can't be doing what I'm doing right now...cause there is no future for me there, at least not a comfortable and happy one. This was after a long friday night of me haveing a terrible migrane and this wonderful boy laying by my side trying anything and everything he could to comfort me until I fell asleep, instead of going out drinking!
He leaves for...well probably three months...and i'll tell you what, that is gonna be hard. But it will be a good opportunity concidering that it will probably be my first quarter back to school full time. It will give me a good chance to focus on that. But I will put it out right now that I better have lots of coffee dates and people to hang out with while he is gone...so that I don't just sit at home and make myself all sad. I do tend to do that...just be lazy and sit around home...and then not have any thing to do... and I'm bad about calling people..so then I get all sad that I'm sitting at home alone. Which is bad, but it's the truth...so yeah, people, feel free to call me! : )
Well, I'll stope goin on and on...I'm taking thursday and friday off from my normal job..I can't wait!!!!!
Late,
Poi