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Right when Shit starts to get right...shit pisses me off! I've had a lot on my mind lately, thinking about what I need to be doing, what I am doing...blablabla! I am trying to get into an english class right now...but it's full and it's just making some huge pain in my ass! So I'm supposed to go tonight and see if the instructor will let me in. If he does that means that my week gets busier. Mon-Thurs work 8-5. Mon and Wed School 7-9:30. Friday work 7-1:30 and then Friday and Saturday work 3:30-10:00 (including the 2 hour drive each way to and from mount hood).
So I had my ultimate goal of working full time up at the mountains and all...living in govornment camp..blabla...and this morning I took some time to look into what I need to complete to get into and complete the radiology program that I want to do...I think the mountains thing may have to wait till I'm done with school. Cause I need enough credits that I'm starting to think that as soon as possible I need to work part time and go to school full time, and find some way to live uber cheap on whatever I end up making working part time.... It occurred to me today that I'm basically never gonna get done with it unless I do it soon.
Blaaa... I should just shut up, I've been thinking way too much lately. And then On Friday a whole bunch of shit whent down at my normal work that forced me to stay till 5 and call in...not able to go... to the mountains, and I had saturday off, and then I get a call on Sunday night that i missed saying I was scheduled for Sunday night. And I had no clue that i was scheduled for sunday night...I was not aware of this. So I called back and left a message about it, and called agian today and talked to the main manager about it and he said it just sounded like a misunderstanding and it's fine. Then I get another call from the night manager saying that he thought he was right and that I can't do that and I need to confirm my schedule with him and bla bla bla...so now I'm pissed about that...becuase I was in the right and I was never informed about sunday night, and I even offered it and was told that they didn't need extra people!
Arrgghhhh, I just have a lot of shit that I feel is unsettled right now, just stupid extra stress! This sunday thing...I've been stressing about since sunday....because I hadn't heard back from them until I called...again...today. Fuck! Stress! I think that if I was up there full time and had any Idea what was going on I'd be fine...but this part time stuff is bull shit! And that's kinda part of my decision to maybe not work up there next winter...I think school might be more worth it! I'm just going on and on now, sorry!
New Subject... Karri I agree, we could pool some money together, and you should definately come out, and for longer this time! And we should definately try to come visit you, maybe in early June...if I'm still gonna try to go to Europe ( I hope!!! ) then I'll be gone for the majority of the summer. So yeah, we'll have to get started with plans for all that! Yay....I need to have a chance to just sit and relax and try to figure some of my shit out! God! OK, well I'm out for now. Wish me luck at getting my class tonight!
~Poi
So I had my ultimate goal of working full time up at the mountains and all...living in govornment camp..blabla...and this morning I took some time to look into what I need to complete to get into and complete the radiology program that I want to do...I think the mountains thing may have to wait till I'm done with school. Cause I need enough credits that I'm starting to think that as soon as possible I need to work part time and go to school full time, and find some way to live uber cheap on whatever I end up making working part time.... It occurred to me today that I'm basically never gonna get done with it unless I do it soon.
Blaaa... I should just shut up, I've been thinking way too much lately. And then On Friday a whole bunch of shit whent down at my normal work that forced me to stay till 5 and call in...not able to go... to the mountains, and I had saturday off, and then I get a call on Sunday night that i missed saying I was scheduled for Sunday night. And I had no clue that i was scheduled for sunday night...I was not aware of this. So I called back and left a message about it, and called agian today and talked to the main manager about it and he said it just sounded like a misunderstanding and it's fine. Then I get another call from the night manager saying that he thought he was right and that I can't do that and I need to confirm my schedule with him and bla bla bla...so now I'm pissed about that...becuase I was in the right and I was never informed about sunday night, and I even offered it and was told that they didn't need extra people!
Arrgghhhh, I just have a lot of shit that I feel is unsettled right now, just stupid extra stress! This sunday thing...I've been stressing about since sunday....because I hadn't heard back from them until I called...again...today. Fuck! Stress! I think that if I was up there full time and had any Idea what was going on I'd be fine...but this part time stuff is bull shit! And that's kinda part of my decision to maybe not work up there next winter...I think school might be more worth it! I'm just going on and on now, sorry!
New Subject... Karri I agree, we could pool some money together, and you should definately come out, and for longer this time! And we should definately try to come visit you, maybe in early June...if I'm still gonna try to go to Europe ( I hope!!! ) then I'll be gone for the majority of the summer. So yeah, we'll have to get started with plans for all that! Yay....I need to have a chance to just sit and relax and try to figure some of my shit out! God! OK, well I'm out for now. Wish me luck at getting my class tonight!
~Poi