Washington sucked!!!
Well going to Washington sucked!! I don't know why I think it's going to get better - it never does. I know that my parents love me they just don't like me much. And apparently I have disappointed them my whole life - wow that news hit me like a ton of bricks!! I have just decided to keep them at arms length for a while - because I cannot allow them to keep doing this to my self esteem. It takes a huge hit everytime I see them - they knock me on everything, from how I raise Greg, to my weight and everything else in between. So I'm just going to limit my time with them till I can figure out how I want to handle this situation. Which really sucks. Here's the topper - the people who care the most about me (whether I live or die) are not my family - it's a rather small group of friends who are very near and dear to my heart. Thank you.