Glad to finally be getting better
Wow what a week. Yikes - landed myself in the ER last Sunday morning. What I thought was the flu was actually an acute kidney infection. Scary - first time I thought I could die. Haven't scared myself that badly before - along with about a dozen other people. But I think I'm finally starting to get better - so that's a good thing. I'm beginning to loathe cranberry juice again though - blech. You should see my arm too - I have this lump on my arm where they had the iv in my arm for too long. Found out that I probably have internal bleeding - which in turn means I have an internal bruise. Looks lovely too. Well I have also discovered that I cannot count on a good friend of my and that is very disappointing. I have bent over backwards to help this person out whenever I could and it frustrates the crap out of me that this person cannot do the same for me. I have learned a hard lesson - that I can no longer go on helping people out of the goodness of my heart - cuz they just shit on you in the end! And deep down I've always known this about this person - I just believed that I could show them that not everyone in the world is out to get them. It's just sad - I see this person ending up alone - becuase they keep pushing everyone who cares about them away. So I guess the lesson that I have learned is to start counting on myself - and look out for number one. Sad, huh? Oh well life goes on.