no matter how you think your life will turn out, it always ends up different
Sunday night I talked to my best
friend on the phone. To most that doesn't seem like a big deal, but the
only way I've commuticated with her since the first week of January is
by AIM or e-mail. After getting off the phone, I came to a realization.
College would have been so much better with her here by my side. You
think I would've come up with this sometime in the last 4 years, but I
guess I never thought about it. After high school and her getting
married, she moved away. I always missed her and wished she was around,
but I guess I never realized that I woulda been so much happier if she
was here, meeting me for lunch between classes or going out to Ladies'
Night or 80's Night as one club or another. Most best friends get to do
something similar. I guess I'd just be happy if she was in the same
country.
My other best friend just returned from California. I missed him too. We've been getting along a lot better recently. There's only one other time that I think we got along this well. And that must've been 5 years ago. It's nice not being upset at him all the time. Maybe we reached normal, well maybe not. I don't think we'll ever have a "normal" relationship. At least not one like other friends. But we're both weird, and different suits us. I wouldn't've made it through the last 4 years w/o him, but then again he caused me the most stress. ;-)
Well the Star Wars spoof, Space Balls is on. I'm not too fond of it, but nothing else is on. But it's about time to go pick up Lex from work. His car is broken. Well he has a donut on it & needs new tires. Gotta start a new load before I leave. So I guess it's time to end the entry. Between food, laundry, & the tv, it's only taken me 2 hours to write it. Lol. Guess I can't spend all my time in front of the computer.
mood changed since I started... i'm better now :-)
My other best friend just returned from California. I missed him too. We've been getting along a lot better recently. There's only one other time that I think we got along this well. And that must've been 5 years ago. It's nice not being upset at him all the time. Maybe we reached normal, well maybe not. I don't think we'll ever have a "normal" relationship. At least not one like other friends. But we're both weird, and different suits us. I wouldn't've made it through the last 4 years w/o him, but then again he caused me the most stress. ;-)
Well the Star Wars spoof, Space Balls is on. I'm not too fond of it, but nothing else is on. But it's about time to go pick up Lex from work. His car is broken. Well he has a donut on it & needs new tires. Gotta start a new load before I leave. So I guess it's time to end the entry. Between food, laundry, & the tv, it's only taken me 2 hours to write it. Lol. Guess I can't spend all my time in front of the computer.
mood changed since I started... i'm better now :-)