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ok so everything in my life is actually in order i am happy, happier than i have ever been in my life....my boyfriend is amazing. he treats me really well. i feel like i dont deserve him. There are times when i know i get a little crazy or moody or whatever but no matter what he loves me and that means the world to me and i know he wont ever leave me..i know that we're gonna be together for a long long time...and that really makes me feel...special. I like who i am with him....and i dont want it to go away. coming home to him has been something that i had only dreamed about and now its a reality...maybe it isnt as picture perfect as i expectteed but its......REAL and that's important.
Back at my house on the otehr hand things are not going as well..my aunt is staying with my parents she had some domestic violence emergency or somethign..but its been about a month and OHMYGOD.....my aunt continually keeps bashing my mom CONTINUALLY.....EVERY OTHER THING SHE SAYS is about my mom and its really really mean...ok my mom is a hard person to get along with BUUUUUUUT....... my mom and dad are helping her they are giving her shelter and food and all that stuff..and it seems so rude of her to do..i know how my mom is but doing that when someone is doing her a favor is really getting under my skin...
my mom on the other hand her and i have been getting along pretty well....i call most every day...and yeah its kinda ok....i dont have to that is really cool im not gonna get in "trouble" or anything like that and that feelilng is good
well in other news on the 17th of September we are going to Los angeles so i can meet his dads side of the family his dad is taking us to magic mountain and we're just gonna hang out with his dad and grandpa it will be FUN im happy!!!!!!!!! but we'll have to live poor for a few paychecks...
anyways...i have to go to work in a bit i have updated reading some peoples stuff or at least everyones last entry EVEN IF I HAVENT LEFT A NOTE i miss all you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Back at my house on the otehr hand things are not going as well..my aunt is staying with my parents she had some domestic violence emergency or somethign..but its been about a month and OHMYGOD.....my aunt continually keeps bashing my mom CONTINUALLY.....EVERY OTHER THING SHE SAYS is about my mom and its really really mean...ok my mom is a hard person to get along with BUUUUUUUT....... my mom and dad are helping her they are giving her shelter and food and all that stuff..and it seems so rude of her to do..i know how my mom is but doing that when someone is doing her a favor is really getting under my skin...
my mom on the other hand her and i have been getting along pretty well....i call most every day...and yeah its kinda ok....i dont have to that is really cool im not gonna get in "trouble" or anything like that and that feelilng is good
well in other news on the 17th of September we are going to Los angeles so i can meet his dads side of the family his dad is taking us to magic mountain and we're just gonna hang out with his dad and grandpa it will be FUN im happy!!!!!!!!! but we'll have to live poor for a few paychecks...
anyways...i have to go to work in a bit i have updated reading some peoples stuff or at least everyones last entry EVEN IF I HAVENT LEFT A NOTE i miss all you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!