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it's amazing.
it's beautiful.
it's the relationship between my aunt and i.
i found a letter during class one day in one of my ripped up notebooks
and i had to go to the bathroom becasue i started crying
because i've come so far
from hating her guts, from crying myself to sleep everynight
to the text message i just sent her
that said
"i miss you."
i love her so much. I am so sorry for anything that ever happened between us. I get scared when we argue now. But they are just arguemnts. I have to remind myself that they aren't anything like they used to be.
I really do miss her. What she's going through with her sister [my aunt] and my grandpa is just insane and so emotionally hard. i'm blocking it out. but it must be so hard for her.
I can't believe she's not home till wednesday or thursday.