ugh.
im losing more and more faith in everybody except for very few dayton kids (it's about down to a 5 of people i still consider good friends) and pittsburgh kids (about 5 again) and my 3 good friends and windsor,including the love of my life, are still holding strong.
im sorry i have 26 hours of class every week. im sorry i got a job. im sorry i dont hang out due to being sick, sleeping inbetween classes, or going to windsor every other weekend. and im sorry im the only person i know besides the people i go to school with who knows what it feels like to be this busy in the summer and feel horrible for not having fun with everyone else.
but then again im terribly lucky to have those i still hold close and who still do the same for me.
and im lucky to have morgan who has been one of the 4 people who have even tried to come see me in pittsburgh now that i've lived here for over a year. but everyone else will go see myspace girls or boys and friends they have over the internet and not real life or have known very shortly compared to me.
the ones that dont matter are slowly but surely starting to show their true colors. and its sweet.
im sorry i have 26 hours of class every week. im sorry i got a job. im sorry i dont hang out due to being sick, sleeping inbetween classes, or going to windsor every other weekend. and im sorry im the only person i know besides the people i go to school with who knows what it feels like to be this busy in the summer and feel horrible for not having fun with everyone else.
but then again im terribly lucky to have those i still hold close and who still do the same for me.
and im lucky to have morgan who has been one of the 4 people who have even tried to come see me in pittsburgh now that i've lived here for over a year. but everyone else will go see myspace girls or boys and friends they have over the internet and not real life or have known very shortly compared to me.
the ones that dont matter are slowly but surely starting to show their true colors. and its sweet.