Today
Today was a good day I must say. Yeah my fishing pole fell apart in the lake, but thats what happens when you're trying to cast you line all the way to the dam valve. I almost got there too if the damn pole wouldn't have fell apart. I was only a foot away. It was the funniest thing that has happened for awhile. Work is dragging me down. There is so much going on and so much change. It's not that I can't handle change I just don't like to. I can honestly say that for awhile there I was starting to get a little depressed. I even started yelling at Nathanael again and I don't like doing that. I noticed it one day and I got sad. My mom doesn't have cancer thankfully. She got her fourth biopsy back and it was negative yet again. Her CT scan came back clean. They are going to do an ultrasound and another endoscopy and find out how deep the mass is and if it's only skin deep they will just cut it off and be done with it. It's scary when you think you could lose your mom. My sister and I cried for a long time on the phone together. I know I didn't talk about with you all, but some things are private.
Anyways, Shrek the third is rather cute. I love the high school and my new word is now eweth. It made me realize that I want a shrek not a prince charming which brings me to an important point that I have come to realize. I'm stepping outside my box, my box meaning the type of guy i like. My type will most always be the one I'm used to, but I think I will go outside the box for awhile and see what that might bring me. My type hasn't worked for me that well yet, so hopefully going outside it will.
I do believe that my mood I've been in lately is directly correlated with my age. Meaning my birthday. I think I am having a delayed reaction to turning 25. It's not a fun age, but it should be and when you're that girl that never wanted to grow up, growing up is kind of hard.
Anyways, Shrek the third is rather cute. I love the high school and my new word is now eweth. It made me realize that I want a shrek not a prince charming which brings me to an important point that I have come to realize. I'm stepping outside my box, my box meaning the type of guy i like. My type will most always be the one I'm used to, but I think I will go outside the box for awhile and see what that might bring me. My type hasn't worked for me that well yet, so hopefully going outside it will.
I do believe that my mood I've been in lately is directly correlated with my age. Meaning my birthday. I think I am having a delayed reaction to turning 25. It's not a fun age, but it should be and when you're that girl that never wanted to grow up, growing up is kind of hard.