I HATE BOYS!
I just realized what I have known for so long but I have just never wanted to accept it....I HATE BOYS!! So you know how I was kinda talkin to Justin! Well last night Megan, Ansley, Jackie, Taylor, and I all went up to hang out with all the boys at some kids house! It was fun until Justin had to be an ASS! He suddenly decided not to talk to me and completely ignore me! He also was really drunk! And guys get soo annoying sometimes when they are drunk! And the reasons that I heard why he wasnt talking to me were sooo STUPID!! I was like are you kidding me?!?!?!? So I went home cause I didnt even want to deal with the drama and all that shit! Well Ansley, Taylor, and Megan spent the night out with them! Well I was talking to Ansley today and she told me that he tried to HOOK UP WITH HER!! WHAT THE HELL!?!?!? Thats fucked up! I dont care how drunk you are...you dont pull that shit! Justin just screwed himself over cause now he wont ever have a chance with me again! I DONT give guys second chances....they are damn lucky if they even get a first chance with me! So apparently he talked to Jackie tonight and was telling her he is soo pissed at himself and that he regrets everything! Whatever! I'm soo tired of players!! So tonight Taylor and I went to the oldschool Cowboys so we could just dance and have a good time! It was fun...except JOSEPH was there! (my ex)! I am not very happy with him right now! I found a note in his wallet last week from his EX-EX Kayla! Basically it was a note from her to Joseph pouring her heart out to him about how much she loves him and how happy she is that he is back in her life! So that upset me cause he has basically been lying to me about her! So tonight he came up and tried to dance with me and I told him to go find Kayla! I didnt dance with him once! It was sooo great cause I looked SOO HOT too! haha! So then I saw him talking to some girl that barely looked 16! I was like ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE IT EASIER FOR ME TO GET OVER YOU?!?! Cause thats the perfect way to do it! And the girl like stayed with him the whole night so I yelled at him to come over toward the end of the night and I was like "Joseph..I didnt know you were going for the 14 year olds now??" and then I was like "Comon Joseph...look at her!" and then I stuck my finger in my mouth! Cause she was DISGUSTING!!! Then he looked at me and was like "FUCK YOU!" and I just looked at him and was like " No Thanks!" haha! But it felt so good...cause I felt so much better than him! Tonight really helped me get over him!! HAHAHA YAY!! It also felt good cause Justin kept staring at me and I totally acted like he wasnt there! He came up to me and was like "we need to talk later" and I was like " hmmmright"! He can talk to me all he wants but he still doesnt get another chance! I am really amused with this situation right now cause I really wanna hear what stupid explanation that he has for what happened!!! haha! SOOO anyways...then Taylor and I went to Steak and Shake and Jackie met us there and ate some DAMN good food! And now I am home! Well I am going out of town tomorrow! I HAVE to go to our cabin in the mountains with my family! AHH SAVE ME! So we are leaving Monday afternoon and I wont be home till like Wednesday afternoon! I really dont wanna go! So I probably wont be writing an entry for the next couple days cause I will be out of town! And my dad thinks that we shouldnt have a computer, TV, or phone at the cabin!! I think he has gone insane!! He says that the cabin is our place to get away from all that stuff! So basically I just go up there and EAT the whole time cause there is seriously nothing else to do unless you wanna chop down some trees!! So please call me and save me!!! Y'all have a great week!! I LOVE Y'ALL!! Bye hun!