Nov 13, 2007 10:56
I cant believe someone i caleld a friend, who i looked up to as a teacher, as an idol would fucking steal what little i was able to create!
most of what i pen is shite. i know it.. and mostly, i don't care. lately, it's more personal, and i nee dto get it out in some form, and this is what it's taking.. so it's a little more important. then.. the moment i truly get something worthwhile, and try and share it with someone, it's taken. he knew i wouldnt let people hear what i had. he knew i was writing these for myself.. and he went and fucking stole it. i'm lost for words. betrayal from one i respect, and such non-carring responce when i confronted him about it.
I'm not JJ Cale, just writing so someone else can make it better... and yeah,. he did. it's so simillar yet just so much better. it's my story! almost word for word, on the first verse. he listeind to me relate my inspiration, and then raped it away from me. i cant even describe..
perhaps ranting about this when im 27 hours w/o sleep is a bad idea.. im alreayd kida freaking out, and trying to stay up and not sleep. but we'll see how that goes.
rage. envy.,
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