let me talk.. we all know how great that worked last time, right?
So, now, ive done what i thought was right.. and damnit, it WAS right. it IS.
and yeah, it hurt. not just me, it hurt you. i know it had to hurt, and now, i've heard it from your mouth, as it were, and yeah, i feel bad. i really do. i meant everything i said. every blessed word if it. but that doesn't matter. i dont think you could believe me if you wanted to. because i hurt you. but you know what?
it fucking KILLED me. it broke my heart to say those things, to do what i did.. . but i had to do it.. i wouldn't live like that, and i'll be damned if i was going to go back to a life where im afraid all the time.
yeah.. that's right.. i did what did. because i knew that if i had to wait around for it to end on it's own, or for you to do it again, it'd ruin me.
i don't have a lot more to say right now.
and yeah, it hurt. not just me, it hurt you. i know it had to hurt, and now, i've heard it from your mouth, as it were, and yeah, i feel bad. i really do. i meant everything i said. every blessed word if it. but that doesn't matter. i dont think you could believe me if you wanted to. because i hurt you. but you know what?
it fucking KILLED me. it broke my heart to say those things, to do what i did.. . but i had to do it.. i wouldn't live like that, and i'll be damned if i was going to go back to a life where im afraid all the time.
yeah.. that's right.. i did what did. because i knew that if i had to wait around for it to end on it's own, or for you to do it again, it'd ruin me.
i don't have a lot more to say right now.