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DFGJNFBTINBXZFDMSVL;REGN!!!!!!!!!! I am in a very frustrated mood at the moment and to top the whole crankiness right of with a nice little cherry, I just accidentally Xed out the internet when I was almost done writing a page in my lifejournal. Oh my goodness.
Tennis has not been going very well for me in the past couple days and that is frustrating me. I hate when you want something so bad and no matter how hard or long you work for it you still don't get it.
I will be honest, I am definitely ready for school to be over and done with. I feel like I only have like four friends this year and to be completely honest, as good as those four friends are it is disappointing because there is simply no one else. All my friends are awesome of course and I love them like family, but I just want to start hanging out with a lot more people out of school as well as my current friends. I feel like I havn't hung out with anyone this year. It is so different from last year.
I guess it is just one of those nights where you look back and only remember the good things and then look at your life now and only think about the bad things. Does that make any sense? I suppose I should just stop over analyzing it and just simply do something about it. To be perfectly honest, it is not as bad as I am making it out to be...I was just thinking.
Last year was great. I just remember a lot of things.
One good thing is Tara is coming home from college in about two weeks. I am very excited to see her. Once summer comes I think everything will be great. Summer is always great.
Well American Idol is on at 8:00 and then One Tree Hill at 9:00 so I better get going on my homework.
Oh..one more thing...I think the reason I have been thinking about all of this is because spring always gives me that feeling. I think it is the smell outside. Its fresh and happy and the risk of sounding completely corny. Anyway, it is a good feeling, but it also brings back a lot of very good memories. To be honest, I am sure this spring will be just as good as every other, I just have to make it great like I always try to do.
I realize this was very long and I apologize, but I hope everyone has a wonderful night.
Au revoir mes amies.
Tennis has not been going very well for me in the past couple days and that is frustrating me. I hate when you want something so bad and no matter how hard or long you work for it you still don't get it.
I will be honest, I am definitely ready for school to be over and done with. I feel like I only have like four friends this year and to be completely honest, as good as those four friends are it is disappointing because there is simply no one else. All my friends are awesome of course and I love them like family, but I just want to start hanging out with a lot more people out of school as well as my current friends. I feel like I havn't hung out with anyone this year. It is so different from last year.
I guess it is just one of those nights where you look back and only remember the good things and then look at your life now and only think about the bad things. Does that make any sense? I suppose I should just stop over analyzing it and just simply do something about it. To be perfectly honest, it is not as bad as I am making it out to be...I was just thinking.
Last year was great. I just remember a lot of things.
One good thing is Tara is coming home from college in about two weeks. I am very excited to see her. Once summer comes I think everything will be great. Summer is always great.
Well American Idol is on at 8:00 and then One Tree Hill at 9:00 so I better get going on my homework.
Oh..one more thing...I think the reason I have been thinking about all of this is because spring always gives me that feeling. I think it is the smell outside. Its fresh and happy and the risk of sounding completely corny. Anyway, it is a good feeling, but it also brings back a lot of very good memories. To be honest, I am sure this spring will be just as good as every other, I just have to make it great like I always try to do.
I realize this was very long and I apologize, but I hope everyone has a wonderful night.
Au revoir mes amies.