Angry Rambling..
In case I've seemed in a bad mood the last few days, it's just cuz my rents have been LOUDLY discussing divorce.. again.. *sigh*. I hate being around screaming and arguing and it's just really been wearing me down. School isn't helping. I have no good friends in any of my classes which puts me alone and by myself most of the day. I've been sitting at home whenever I'm not working too. Thanks Derek for getting me out once in a while.
I can't wait for this semester to end. But at the same time, that makes me kinda worried/sad/whatever cuz I'm going to be leaving all of the people I see every single day and I don't want to grow apart from a bunch of them. There's also the fact of university. I got a 68 on my report card. Which means I have to do good or I won't even make the cut-off for UOIT. And I mean, if I don't make it in there.. puh.. where will I get in? Yeah. Nowhere. I can't bring myself to do hard work though. We just handed in our first assignment for English, class I'm already horrible in, and it was supposed to be 200-250 words. Typed. Mine was handwritten and 70words. And I didn't do the work that's for tomorrow either. I don't know why, but I can't make myself concentrate in English. Reading and analysing and stuff is just.. pfft.. BEYOND me. Math and all that, I'm good, I can do it and pay attention, but this stuff. No. Ugh I hate this semester.
I can't wait for this semester to end. But at the same time, that makes me kinda worried/sad/whatever cuz I'm going to be leaving all of the people I see every single day and I don't want to grow apart from a bunch of them. There's also the fact of university. I got a 68 on my report card. Which means I have to do good or I won't even make the cut-off for UOIT. And I mean, if I don't make it in there.. puh.. where will I get in? Yeah. Nowhere. I can't bring myself to do hard work though. We just handed in our first assignment for English, class I'm already horrible in, and it was supposed to be 200-250 words. Typed. Mine was handwritten and 70words. And I didn't do the work that's for tomorrow either. I don't know why, but I can't make myself concentrate in English. Reading and analysing and stuff is just.. pfft.. BEYOND me. Math and all that, I'm good, I can do it and pay attention, but this stuff. No. Ugh I hate this semester.