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Also, today I had to do an orientation for about 25 people.
Ummm. I turned an extraordinary color of bright red. It was so cute. They some how loved me though...untill this one lady called me out, (in the middle of my orientation) and said...
looking down, not at me but some how avoiding all form of eye contact, and said " We have a strict policy..our girls are told not to show any skin. And here you are, showing skin...(pause, still looking at the ground) We were told that the Dream Center had that same policy, were you not told that?...Could you please pull down your shirt for me. I don't know who else is going to be working with our team, but we would hope they can set an example."...Alright. getting to a much darker color of red....I then apologize(what else is there for me to do?) pull down my shirt, which only showed skin when I lifted my arms, and I guess I did that a few times, pointing at these pipes, and throwing my hands up in the air trying to be all excited...so yes, I then after being humiliated have to return to the group and talk to them some more. Horrified. So really, this lady comes into my home and insults me, I am mad, however I can't help but try to understand where she's coming from...She is from Oklahoma. That explains it right there. She expects me to be an example for her girls, but yet...maybe she should not be so rude. I asked two of my close friends what they thought, honestly...and both of them told me I was a modest girl, and known for that...yet this lady has left me feeling guilty, horrified, embarrassed, and questioning myself and values. Yes I work at the dream center, but I am not a nun. It is 85 degrees out side and I was wearing freakin pants. I know I am a good example for these kids that come through here, maybe not strict baptist home school freak...maybe she is confused because I have style...style=slut?
Also a very amazing boy asked me how old I was in front of the entire team..I think she was mad about that too, and blamed me... the SLUT?!!! Which made me even blotchier and redder. cute.
Bright red blotches is the new glow/shimmer. RED is so hot right now.
Ummm. I turned an extraordinary color of bright red. It was so cute. They some how loved me though...untill this one lady called me out, (in the middle of my orientation) and said...
looking down, not at me but some how avoiding all form of eye contact, and said " We have a strict policy..our girls are told not to show any skin. And here you are, showing skin...(pause, still looking at the ground) We were told that the Dream Center had that same policy, were you not told that?...Could you please pull down your shirt for me. I don't know who else is going to be working with our team, but we would hope they can set an example."...Alright. getting to a much darker color of red....I then apologize(what else is there for me to do?) pull down my shirt, which only showed skin when I lifted my arms, and I guess I did that a few times, pointing at these pipes, and throwing my hands up in the air trying to be all excited...so yes, I then after being humiliated have to return to the group and talk to them some more. Horrified. So really, this lady comes into my home and insults me, I am mad, however I can't help but try to understand where she's coming from...She is from Oklahoma. That explains it right there. She expects me to be an example for her girls, but yet...maybe she should not be so rude. I asked two of my close friends what they thought, honestly...and both of them told me I was a modest girl, and known for that...yet this lady has left me feeling guilty, horrified, embarrassed, and questioning myself and values. Yes I work at the dream center, but I am not a nun. It is 85 degrees out side and I was wearing freakin pants. I know I am a good example for these kids that come through here, maybe not strict baptist home school freak...maybe she is confused because I have style...style=slut?
Also a very amazing boy asked me how old I was in front of the entire team..I think she was mad about that too, and blamed me... the SLUT?!!! Which made me even blotchier and redder. cute.
Bright red blotches is the new glow/shimmer. RED is so hot right now.