I have
...always prayed to God for companionship in another soul. For as long as I've existed, it has been all that I've needed out of life. Its something we all need, whether we would like to admit it or not. We get our very first first kiss when we are 8 years old and it shocks us, leaving us standing with this new feeling. It feels so strange but yet its almost natural, like its already programmed into our heads. We go through trials and errors trying to find that perfect person. We let down and we get let down. We sin. We make mistakes, for our-own-secret-quest-to-find that person.
You know THAT person. You know exactly what I'm talking about. I know that you have that person already mapped out inside of your head. You know exactly what that person should look like and how they should go about their ways. The littlest things that person does sparks more attraction between you two than any magnet ever could. The sexual tension between you two is enough to make any person who hasn't found that person, remotely and utterly jealous.
Life is painful without that person. The hours of hopelessness and impatience, you wonder if its all really worth it. You question love. You wonder if one day, even tomorrow, if that person is going to barge into your life and change it for the better.
But what if they don't.
What if you missed your moment.
What if your moment never happens?
What if you have to settle.
What if you've already struggled through your trials and errors, are you ready give up?
What happens if you accept defeat?
...well, then what's the point of living.
What I do know is this. When you find it, that person brings out the best in you. That person is the reason why you work that 9-5 job you can't stand. Willingly, you go through Hell, just to make that person's life more than perfect. Your sacrifice is infinite because you want every dream and every wish that person has imagined since birth to be reality.
In 2008, God gave me that person. That person is Rachel.
You know THAT person. You know exactly what I'm talking about. I know that you have that person already mapped out inside of your head. You know exactly what that person should look like and how they should go about their ways. The littlest things that person does sparks more attraction between you two than any magnet ever could. The sexual tension between you two is enough to make any person who hasn't found that person, remotely and utterly jealous.
Life is painful without that person. The hours of hopelessness and impatience, you wonder if its all really worth it. You question love. You wonder if one day, even tomorrow, if that person is going to barge into your life and change it for the better.
But what if they don't.
What if you missed your moment.
What if your moment never happens?
What if you have to settle.
What if you've already struggled through your trials and errors, are you ready give up?
What happens if you accept defeat?
...well, then what's the point of living.
What I do know is this. When you find it, that person brings out the best in you. That person is the reason why you work that 9-5 job you can't stand. Willingly, you go through Hell, just to make that person's life more than perfect. Your sacrifice is infinite because you want every dream and every wish that person has imagined since birth to be reality.
In 2008, God gave me that person. That person is Rachel.